Dear Diary...

2007-12-31T00:57:00.000-08:00

aaacckk!

I miss this blog..

it's been.. 1 month and 19 days since i left it..

boohooness..

i miss you crackprincess!

2007-11-11T17:31:00.000-08:00

Hello. =)

do visit my new blog. hees.
not many posts. oni got one. hahs. link both blogs u noe. huhus.
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me, you and my medication
-Siti

2007-11-11T15:30:00.000-08:00

Hello. =)

hmm. nth much to blog. jus wana update. huhus! hmm..okayy..I guess dat's all. hees.

& hehe =)
&& Your Guardian Angel
&&& I still hate h**

me, you and my medication
-Siti

2007-11-10T23:48:00.000-08:00

Wooohooo!! changed my blogskin.
yay.
hehe..
=)

me, you and my medication
-Siti

2007-11-10T21:14:00.000-08:00

HELLO. =)

Yesterday
hehe. BUFFET!! haha. fun lurhhs.
hahas. went to aisah's house at ard 11 plus. hees. && her lil bro didnt hit me. yay! but he was lyk manja-ing at me. and it's reali cute. hahs. he was lyk. going up to me and make this reali cute face. then, I was lyk ''omg..so cute!'' and pinch his chubby cheeks. hahs. then he smiled at me. huhu. hmm..den waited for 1 hour for shafiqah to come. then we talk2 and left her house ard 1.15pm. then we walked to yishun mrt station. hmm..reached dere ard 1.50pm. so long rite? hahs. no la.. actuali we stopped at this shop for drinks since everyone was thirsty. huhu.
hmm..den we took d train to toa payoh first cus we want buy something dere. and I finali bought the black handphone pouch. haha. actuali it's wallet-handphone pouch. hehe. hmm..den we took the train to marina bay. hehe. reached dere ard 3 plus. TOO EARLY. hehe. and I realised that most of my classmated wear either red or white. semangat Singapore ke? huhus. hmm..then we waited for the arrival of mr goh. hehes. then we took bus to Chong Pang - The Marina Bay version. hahs. played at arcade for 2 hours. reali wasted my bucks dere. spent ard $10 on this monster game. It was fun. how to not play sehh. shooting all those giant bugs. heh. then at 6 we went to this place. and ate dinner. hmm..ok. me, shafiqah, aisah n shalini aren't great cooks. so..our food was badly burnt. except for the tom yam soup. hees. okay..the reached home ard 11pm. squeezed into xueli's dad's lorry. haha. and I managed to doze off even though it's vry warm and noisy. haha. woke up when we reached yio chu kang. hahs. was reali tired. hmms. okayy. took some pix dere. but damn. cant get it uploaded. grrr..hees.

Today
hmm. nth fun happened..but I was reali tired cus of ytday. hahs. too tired that I slept without switching the lights off. realised it when I suddenly woke up ard 2.45am. and I saw this baby cockroach and was too tired to freak out. hahs. then after switching the lights off..I went back to sleep. then woke up at6.15am to pray. hahs. then slept back and woke up again ard 8.45am. hahs. but was too weak to wake up. then after that..the whole day was nth. not fun. did hws.. then suddenly dozed off. too tired. hmm..then ard 5 pm watched live the dream encore. hahs. mom told me to cook bro dinner ard 6 plus. and so live the dream was still on tv. then my kitchen oso got tv. so..i cooked while I watched. then I play with the fire lar. open big-big..then open small-small. then change to medium. then I tired of standing..i sat down. and watched tv. then suddenly smelled smoke. so i quickly flipped the food over. but too late. the side was burnt. heh. then I threw it away..cooked new one and closed the kitchen door to prevent the smoke to get out. dowan get scolding mahhs.. hehe. hmm..then I listened to music and read book so guai. then nth to do I use comp. hees. hmm..okay..dat's all.. bb.

& heheheh
&& ~~BUFFET!!~~
&&& I still hate h**

me, you and my medication
-Siti

2007-11-09T09:29:00.000-08:00

huhu!
okayy..last post was lame. hees.
yay..buffet. today! hehee..canot wait lurhhs. hmm..wad should I wear..
hmms..hees. going Aisah house first b4 going there. hehe. cus later at home alone boring lurhs. her house got her lil bro. who's cute and lyks to beat the hell out of me. hees. seems dat lil kids lyk to beat me up. huhus. do I look so ugly that they have the urge to beat me up? haha
hehs.
hmm..okok..bored lar. hmms. okay. hees.
=)

& hehe. =)
& BUFFET!!!
& I still hate h**

me, you and my medication
-Siti

2007-11-08T23:26:00.000-08:00

hullo..

hehe..=)

hmm. eh. I jus realised something. the first three words dat I typed starts with the letter 'h'. HAHA! huhu..okok. lame. hehe.
okayy..canot stop laughing. hahs. hees. okok..i'll stop. hah. grr...hehe..
eh! why canot stop?? hah. tsk.hmmph!
yay. stop liao. hmms..today is

Boring..

ohh..yar...today is Deepavali..hehe. hmm..

Happy Deepavali to all those who celebrate this occasion!!
=)

hehe. must be a fun day for them. hahs. hmm. stayed home the whole day today. hahs. hmm..

yay! tmr got class outing. huhu!! hehe. we're gona eat buffet at...err...i duno leh. hees. I jus follow. huhu..hehe.hmm..boring lar. okies..hehe..

& hehe. =)

&& huhu! buffet! here I come!! haha

&&& I still hate h**

me, you and my medication

-Siti..hehe

2007-11-07T12:30:00.000-08:00

*headache and cold continues...

yay!!at last can rest. today no sch.
HA-HA. lol. yay me? hehe. hmm..ytday's the last day of training for this month. hmm..learnt slow march. fun sehh. hees. hmm. then got a lot of conflicts lar. ppl bitching, ppl crying, ppl quarelling and stuffs.. ohh. hmm..and I had to admit this. I bitched too. blerghh..yeah..Im bad. but..it's a topic which WE cant resist talking abt. hahs. but it's quite interesting. the reason I dowan tell. blerghh..
then..played games. hahs. we totali bonded during the games. seemed lyk we had forgotten abt the conflicts. hahs. but after training and we're going home.. we remembered 'bout wat we bitched abt. hahs. then the ppl who quarelled oso remembered that they had quarelled and were not talking to each other..they were okay during the game u noe. but after the game. it all started again..
ohh..this fri got class outing.

& still can't find anyt to put here..
&& I still hate h** and *****

me, you and my medication
-Siti

2007-11-05T21:17:00.000-08:00

*headache and cold worsens.

grrrrrrrrrr...

today is lyk the worst day of my life. all unlucky things happened to me. haiz. first, i had to wear this so damn ugly sch shoes to sch. they're so damn ugly lor. was forced to wear it..blergh..second, i was late to meet my fren(i duno if this is counted as unlucky..but watever). third, I had blisters on my feet. all bcos of the ugly sch shoes. aaargh!

hurts lyk hell until I cant even walk properly. ppl will think dat im mentally retarded or something. then, while doing footdrills..some upper sec guys go disturb and make me laugh. make US laugh. bastards. then when I got home..my phone dropped. grr..was reali angry dat tym. then..headache suddenly returns unexpectedly and cold worsens. so..during firstaid I slacked a whole lot. then Gene told me to sleep on the sjab room bed lar. so..I slept there. only managed to sleep at ard 4.45pm. haha. ppl keep on going in and out of the room..so was awakened by that lar. how to sleep with ppl watching? hahs. then a slept all the way until sjab ended. which is at 5.30pm. hahs. slept for 45 mins. oh..yar.

XUELI IS FINALLY BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYS!

she helped me a lot jus now. I got headache then she was lyk..err..let me lean on her. hahs. so sweet rite? then she bought all of us sweets..
SWEETS FROM PARIS!!!!
hahs. erm..she gave me some euro shillings. yay. hahs. actuali I asked it from her. bad sehh me. lol..
hmm..
I LOVE XUELI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!j

& err...err..duno wad to put here
&& I still hate h**

me, you and my medication
Siti

2007-11-04T15:15:00.000-08:00

okok..still got cold. canot taste and smell sehh..
*cold and headache continues.....

haiz..still sad abt the comp team thingie. Im sure Im gona get thrown out. sad lar.

and Emily..I'm gona be no.6. ...

hmm..felt so touched when I'm IM-ing with Emily.. I told her abt me being stressed after hearing wad ms tham said.then u noe wad she said? it's so sweet that i cried. hahs. so touched.. she said

"all of us we support, protect u one. esp. kamal. and, our team members. rmb.. we are a TEAM.. now we are, forever we will still be a TEAM. (:"

so sweet rite? haiz..she so sweet. but Im still worried and scared. haiz. nvm lar. get thrown out, get thrown out lorhz..it's not lyk as if Im gona get along wif them except for my dearest Xueli and Emily. they're both so nice to me. make me feel part of the team. haiz..
I just...
haiz..I duno larhs...

& I ~~like~~ love the way you smell. It's just so sweet..
&& I will try not to hate anyone now.. but if h**..I'll still hate h**
&&& I hope that I'll make it to comp team......................

me, you and my medication
-Siti

2007-11-03T21:52:00.000-07:00

*colds okay now..headache continues...

Today's outing is not that great. played in the sun for a long tym. I think my skin had gone darker. yux lor. hahs. and u noe wad?
I accidentally ate a whole lot of flour and sand. eww..the flour tastes lyk...lyk..lyk powder. you noe the Johnson's Baby powder? yar..that one. hahs. it's not lyk as if I had tasted one though. haha. u noe how I ended up eating flour and sand? we played this game. hahs. there are sweets hidden among the flour on a plate. then we'll have to blow the flour away and take the sweets using our teeth. OUR TEETH!!
hahs. then my face and shirt all white. i look lyk a ghost. however, at least I get to be a white person for one day. hahs. cool huh? lol..oh..hmm..

Feel so sad. Ms Tham wants to throw me out of comp team. cant stop crying lorhs. I'm crying rite now as I typed this. the tears jus wont stop flowing out. I reali dun wan to be thrown out of comp team. it's just so damn embarrassing. haiz..i'll just have to pray that I won't get thrown out of comp team. omg. okayy..the tears are flowing out faster this tym. okok. making an effort to wipe it all away. I cant.

haiz..okok..hmm..sometimes, I just feel dat my frens lyk to make fun of me. there's this tym when we went out eating with some ppl Im not reali close with. then I was kinda..alienated there. then suddenly he/she talk something to me. then me, who was alienated and doesn't understand wad he/she said, said "huh?". then he/she was lyk..laughing at me and say that I am ****(it's not a bad word..) and laughed the hell out of him/her and lyk..make fun of me in front of the ppl im not reali close with. then that tym I was so damn angry, hurt and embarrass lor. but I managed to show the sweet and innocent side of me and smiled. I cant believe that I freaking smiled!! Im so stupid. I should've shown him/her the meaner side of me. I should have. but if I did..I will surely have hurt him/her. and I hate to hurt him/her or other ppl. cos..if I ever do, I will regret it. and if I ever regret..I will cry. reali.
that's why I reali hate regretting. but you guys just love to hurt my feelings. is it some kind of hobby? hurting my feelings? haiz..okok. I'll stop.................................

& I ~~like~~ love the way you smell. It's just so sweet..
&& I still hate Syamim, H and h**
&&& I just can't stop craving for Famous Amos cookies...

me, you and my medication
-Siti

2007-11-02T16:29:00.000-07:00

*Famous Amos...I wan buy sehh..

oh..hmm. today is....BORING.
no one to chat with. sigh... today is the last day of study session. feel lyk going again. but my frens all lyk..busy. then I dowan go alone. no fun. if got company better rite?

hmm..then, the headache and cold continues.. hahs. erm okayy..why am I telling u this? lol.

okok..nothing interesting happened today. I reali lyk the song 'Love Seat' and 'Justify'..both by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. vry nice sehh. hahs. ok. I seriously hav nothing to do dat I told u the song that I lyk. hahs..

boredboredboredboredboredboredbored....................

then that H guy get my phone no. from my fren and is disturbed me. and he said that all Express students are 's-l-o-w'. I scolded him lyk hell when he said dat. and he also accused me of giving him the wrong no. of my fren's hp no. if u dun understand..sorry ar..then I scolded him lyk hell again and now he had stopped disturbing me. yay.hahs. fierce lar me. lol.

dun worry lar..I fierce only to those ppl who are rude, stubborn, mean to me..or those who reali make me freaking pissed off. hahs. hmm..okayy..tml SJAB the comp teams' members all going to Sentosa for some 'bonding' or something..dun feel lyk going. not feeling well..but my team mate wants me to go. or she'll be alone. so, hav to go lar. then somemore must meet at yishun mrt station vry the early in the morning.

7.30 am lehhs...then finish at ard 12 plus..
hahs. hmm..hope that tml I'll be okay and can accompany my fren. hahs. dowan her to feel...erm...so alone? hahs. okok..dat's all I guess..jus hav to sit here and stare into my monitor so that I wont be bored. hahs.

ouch. chestburn. pain. *wince*

these days rite..i seem to have chestburns. duno why. hahs. lasts for a few seconds. pain sehh. haha. ok..nvm

& I lyk the way you smell. so sweet. huh?
&& I want Famous Amos
&&& I still hate Syamim and H and h**

me, you and my medication
-Siti

2007-11-01T15:36:00.000-07:00

*PLEASE!!! Famous Amos cookies! Stop haunting mie.....blerghh

hmm..study session wasnt great just now. all bcos of my cold. tsk. feel so unwell sehh jus now..my body temperature rose by 5 degrees. haha. usuali my usual temperature is lyk 36 degrees to 36.5 degrees. then feel feverish lar. took temperature n discovered that I dun hav fever but my body temperature rose. hahs. weird sehh..

okok..then rite jus now in 962 bus I saw this reali cute, little malay boy frm semb pri standing nearby.. so damn cute lor. then I was lyk "pssst!!" at him. then he look and I smiled n said ''hi''. then he lyk shy2. haha. then when Im alighting the boy lyk want to sit at the seat that I sat at lar..then he lyk scared or something. duno why..hahs. I saw the look on his face. and it's lyk as if he's scared that I might scold him if he went and sit there. lol. cute boy. then I look at him and said "sit lar..." and smiled. then he smiled back and sit there. so cute! so adorable!! haha. then his bag was lyk too big for him. and thats cute!! haha..hmm. ok. dat's all. bb.
=)

& I want FAMOUS AMOS!!!!!
&& I still hate Syamim
&&&I still hate H
&&&& I hate h**.
I noe it's not good to hate. but well, who cares?

me, you and my medication*
-Siti

2007-10-31T14:23:00.000-07:00

* blergh..no use craving for cookie..it won't come to me..lol

hmms...me and Xuannie each gave Xue Li $2 ytday before she left sch..haha..she's $4 richer. lol. hmm.. I reali love these study sessions. can concentrate more.but next week no more sehh..sad lar... then there's this sec 1 NA guy, H, told shafiq that I lyk him. suck sehh. no shame. anyhow say I lyk him. now that stupid shafiq keep on teasing me 'bout H. I was damn pissed off by wat H did. who does he think he is? anyhow spread rumor.

this thingie is worsening my cold. had slight fever when I woke up in the morning..but decided to go to sch anyway..boring la at home. and I reali need to study for the re-exams..then now..got headache and cold.
haiz... hahs.
wells...buai2.

&I still hate Syamim
&&I oso hate H

.........
Siti

2007-10-30T16:29:00.000-07:00

* Still craving for those Famous Amos cookies!!*

okok..hmm. kinda bored here. oh, ya..study session was GREAT!! haha. thought that it'll be boring..but it's not. haha. hmm..well.. nth more to say..hmm..and I changed the song again..this song nice lar. even though it's dedicated to girls..hah. but it's nice..haha.. ok..buai2

& I still hate Syamim
=P

cute is what I aim for ><
Siti

2007-10-29T18:39:00.000-07:00

okok..this post is specially for Nisa who had help to change my blogskin..
ok nisa? happy now? ohh..yar..forgot to thank you..

Thank you Nisa for rehabing my skin

Thanks a MILLION

Ok..hmm..tml got study session. haiz..canot go training. my mom banned me from going to training this week. sad sehh..ok..I think Im gona miss Xue Li..love her lots..Nenek Xue-Xue..

I'LL MISS HER!! even though she's gone only in a few days..but I'll still miss her..

haha..okok..that's all

buai2

& I still want my freshly baked Famous Amos cookies!!!*

&& I still hate Syamim!

yay

Siti

2007-10-28T16:33:00.000-07:00

*I WANT FRESHLY BAKED FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES!!!!*

hahaha.. duno why, but I suddenly want eat them. not the packet ones. the freshly baked ones. haha. choosy me.hahaha.
hmm..okok. wad am I gona say again?
ohh..yar..hmm..you noe..ever since the ceremonial walk or something..
my skin turned DARKER. that sucked a whole lot. haiz. I dowan darker skin..and somemore got comp training.. surely my skin will turn a WHOLE LOT darker. haiz.

okok. and now..my raya money is lyk..decreasing in a fast rate. why am I such a BIG spender? sometyms I hate myself for that. lol. hmm..ok..my bro is sulking cus I didnt let him use the comp. wad sehh he. he always use the comp longer than me.. then now sulk in front of me somemore.
hmm..I guess that's jus abt it..buai2..

& I still want my freshly baked Famous Amos cookies!!
&& I hate Syamim!!!
lol

whee
Siti

2007-10-27T08:11:00.000-07:00

hmm..I dun think I can go online anymore. haiz. sad lar. but mayb in the afternoons can. weekdays, that is. all bcos of my freaking results. they're so bad. gona have to re-exam on 26th and 27th of dec. mus study lagi..canot go cca the WHOLE week this coming week. except for Mon. got this study session or something. which will last for 4 hours.
then..got somemore. how am I gona say it..hmm..
ok. I wana say sori to all those ppl whom I had promised to that I will not slash anymore. sori. I mean, I was reali sad dat tym dat I went to slash again. my parents were lyk, nagging non-stop at me and I canot tahan so I go slash.
Yes. I am not as clever as my sister. but you guys cant blame me. me and sis are two different ppl. yes. we are. am I such a burden to u guys bcos I ain't clever? bcos I kept on failing? am I? okok. I noe Im being rude here. but, my parents jus dun understand how I feel. they jus kept on scolding me.more lyk insulting. u guys can say that Im rude cos I dun care. sometyms I even have this feeling that my mom thinks that I am such a burden to the family. I always embarrassed them by failing. I noe that u guys think this is immature thinking. but it's true. thats how I feel. and I also feel that she loves my sis n bro more since I am such a burden to the family. kept on needing the parents to come to sch for 'meet the parents session' ever since pri sch. Me. only me. Im the only one.
now. Im sick and tired. my parents dun allow me to watch tv, play comp. but my sis is allowed to use it on sundays. this is so unfair. what kind of life are they leading me to? where am I suppose to release stress without tv and comp? where? toilet?
ok, that's stupid. jus ignore the 'toilet' and imagine that I had never typed that.
reali. wad Im saying is true. if I cant release stress, i cant do well in exams. my parents duno dat bcos they tot that they noe wad we're feeling as they think that wad they had gone through last tym is the same as wad we are going through now.

Im reali sick and tired of this.
so, guys. this is it. buai-buai.

I am reali sorry
Siti

2007-10-25T21:18:00.000-07:00

today walked from the holding campus in semb to the old campus which is in yishun. haha. vry boring. i duno how long we all walked. but i noe it's a long tym. hah.

*and now my bro is reali irritating.
omg.
i feel lyk smacking him in the face.
dun say dat Im mean.
Im talking abt REALI IRRITATING.*

hmm. then felt lyk emo-ing and walked slowly at the back and listened to some songs. kept on walking into the 1e6 class. haha.
then I was lyk an extra lor. kept on borrowing shelter under Riya's umbrella.haha.
*Thank you Riya!!
then when reach the old campus, we all toured ard la. then the teacher let me be the lead.
then other ppl not happy go scold me bcos I go lead to the places that they dowan go. wad sahh.
but nvm. && I waved at some Xishanites. lol. they vry cute lar..they actuali waving at other ppl. then I jumped in and was lyk extra-ing and waved at them. then they waved back.
Haha! so cute!! then after that went to eat at LJS. and now haven ate since.
AND IM NOT HUNGRY! lol.
and I reali need to slim down so that that stup wont say me 'gemok' anymore.
I DOWAN EAT! hahaha.
okayy..buai2

that's oh-so-lame
Siti

2007-10-24T22:03:00.000-07:00

HELLO.

Don't feel lyk blogging now. arm hurts.

haha..btw, this is my 133rd post.

yay.

let us all celebrate

=P lame me..

whee

Siti

2007-10-23T21:03:00.000-07:00

wow. my pri sch teacher extra nice today. He blanja-ed lyk, 10 ppl in this restaurant. nice sah. suddenly call us to have this gathering. I duno dat he was going to blanja..so I go eat at mac. haha. then oni ate a bit dere..haha. but the food quite nice lar. wasted sehh..they all nvr tell me that he was going to blanja. haiz. hah. hmm..then saw this khairul anwar, anugerah guy, going to the same restaurant to. I duno why but I was lyk, hyperventilating. AND I am not one of his crazy fans. haha. ok. wrong. I am so NOT his fan. hah. duno why but everytime I see popular ppl,I'll b lyk.."omg!" crazy sehh. even if Im not one of their fans. it's a habit. I think. BAD habit. haha. hmm..then, followed my frens go smoke. BUT I didn't smoke. I good girl mah. I was tempted to take one puff..but I think of all the bad things that is gona happen to me if I jus take that ONE puff. thank god. but my fren oso lyk, dun let me take that one puff la. haiz. felt so left out jus now bcos Im the onli one who didnt smoke there.. haha..ok..hmm..dat's all..
buai-buai

should I?
Siti

2007-10-22T11:09:00.000-07:00

whee. ytday go jalan raya again. got more pix of me and my fav cuzzie to show u.. haha. hmm..b4 dat, weird things had happened to me ytday. u noe, before going home..I need to salam the older ppl la. then, I went up to this makcik. then after I salam her, she asked me "Work oredi or not?" in malay. then i was lyk wth?? do I look dat old? and said "No." then she gave me hong bao. some makciks oso asked "Still studying?" in malay of course.
do I look lyk as if I started working?? I dowan look old seh. hahs. and ytday was in a total bad mood bcos the weather was hot. lol. but as soon as I look at my fav cuzzie, I bcome happy again. lol. duno why..okay, heres the pix..

wow. baby looks shocked

Aaargh! so adorable

I reali love her eyes

haha. me acting cute and my eyes are SMALL

me and baby

The childish side of me

hmm, not sure wad these things are called

okayy..dat's all..

all smiles

Siti

2007-10-20T19:55:00.000-07:00

I duno why but I love everyone!haha. I mean..almost
called almost all my classmates 'Sayang' when they call my name.
lyk..
classmate:"solehah."
me: "yes, sayang?" then they will be lyk, "huh?"
but some understand me..haha. crazy woman.
haha. lyk as if Im a mom liddat. lol. anihow call ppl sayang..but, quite nice wadd..haha. hmm..u noe..Ive said 'I love You' so many tyms. most of it is on Xue Li . haha. I'll be lyk "Xue-Xue.. I love you." and giv her a hug. lol. and Yu Xuan too

AND I'M NOT A LESBO.

haha..it's just nice to say 'I love you' to someone..but of course la I said 'I love You' onli to girls.

AND I'M NOT A LESBO.

okayy? haha..reali..It's nice. since I've nvr said it to a guy b4.and don't dare to.. I might as well say it to someone that I reali care for. I reali wish that I could be wiff them again next year..but..I dun think I could.

Guys, I LOVE YOU!

all smiles
Siti

2007-10-20T13:17:00.000-07:00

helo.
haha. hmm, later I'll be accompanying my p sch fren rebond her hair.
we'll be going 'round to find the cheapest price..haha..must be FUN. lol.
hmm..wow. my throat pain sehh..lazy ar want drink water. lol..
ok2..gtg, my fren called..buai-buai
btw, changed my skin..AGAIN

all smiles..
Siti

2007-10-19T21:52:00.000-07:00

At last

today got SJAB.. reali missed going dere..haha..
hmm..did nth much..oni nursing n footdrills..then rite..the lance corporals were tested on how to train us on footdrills. they were tested on the basic drills lyk staionary turning n hentak kaki.. the corporals all ask us to make the test diff by acting lyk as if we duno. haha. then one of the corporals told me to squat down to see if the lance corporal got notice me or not since I was standing at the back..turns out she noticed. good for her. haha. then she asked me "Are you okay?"
i said "No." and was smiling. haha. hmm..i think dat's all..
dun miss me!!! haha.. stup

buai-buai
Siti

2007-10-17T22:57:00.000-07:00

ERM.

feel lyk posting..but no idea wad to talk abt..hmm.
dat's all I guess..
btw, edited my post..the one posted at 6:03pm..
ok..
buai-buai

hmm? ya..ok. I'll try (sorry if I can't)
Siti

2007-10-17T18:03:00.000-07:00

cried lyk hell in class today..cried lyk as if someone had died.. cried until my cheeks and table are all drenched with my tears..seriously..my table was flooded. lyk as if I jus poured some water on it..sobbed all the way while my form teacher was explaining how to check our paper..thk God no one tried to comfort me. if they did, I will end up scolding and not thanking them. irritated la. Ya..mean rite? oni at certain times then can comfort me..i mood swing la
hmm, jus gotten all of my results and did VERY badly. VERY. haiz..oni my malay improved. from B4 to A2. no. no 'YAYs!'..my MS suck. still haven got my eng subject yet..I reali dowan go NA. got all those b****es and I will surely die if i go there. My parents will scold me lyk HELL. duno how to tell them. haiz.. did VERY badly in Term 3..and now in EOY???
wow. Im reali stupid. I am. or was I slacking?
but studied really hard. REALLY. I dun think I was slacking since i studied THAT hard. which means.. I AM stupid. okok..I'll stop saying that..might come true..
hmm..I really, really, really, really dowan go NA.. i dowan to see all those b****es and I dowan to die early. Im still young you noe.. oni 13. okok. not funny.

I'm so sad that I haven spoken..
and she's so pretty and she's so sure.
Yes, I'm not as clever as a girl lyk her...

these little wounds would never be mend.
I was shamed.
secret was leaked.
and I trusted them?

now I can never trust anyone.

again.
How I wish I could go away and never come back again.
Keep on asking if i was okay.
so, I lied that I am.
and tried to put my injuries all in the dust.
tried to smile even though it hurts.
It's really difficult.
all those feelings being shoved deeper inside.
everytime I tried to smile.
It really hurts more each time.

hmm?

Siti

2007-10-16T18:44:00.000-07:00

my life is now officially

RUINED

by who? by that PERSON la. ruin my life oni. okayy2.. dowan say more. i dowan to get any sins during raya..but...my life is RUINED!!

oh no!

omg

Siti

2007-10-15T21:46:00.000-07:00

hello.

hmm, today didnt jalan raya. no mood lar
went to Bugis Street, National Library and Causeway Point instead
haha..during raya time. lol. no semangat raya..lol..
hmm, Bugis Street was fun..a lot of nice and cheap things.. fell in love with them as soon as my eyes set on them.. haha..but didnt buy them in the end. duno why.

then, National Library was really quite even though there were lyk, hundreds of people? haha..went only until the 11th floor..very nice you noe the view..oni took this pic

the view from below...

nice rite? haha..hmm..then after that we jumped from Bugis to Woodlands.hahaha..took neoprints at woodlands and bought black earstuds there..vry nice..hmm..then went home.was really tired after that..hmm..that's all..buai-buai

Why do ALL good things come to an end?

Siti

2007-10-13T21:42:00.000-07:00

~whee!

Today's Raya!!!!

haha...hmm..nth special. lol. took some pix..

nahh..enjoyy urselvess...

getting ourselves made-up

see my hamster cage..(bottom left)

Before all of us went out

Nur Lutfiah Alisha

cute aint this girl?

missing euu..

Siti

2007-10-12T17:50:00.000-07:00

hmm...feeling really sad now..look at those pix up there..

my beloved hamster, Dove, had jus passed away this morning. on the eve of Hari Raya..this is depressing..

she's a great wife to her husband, Leony, and a great mother of three..Sayang(1st offspring), Red Eyes(2nd offspring) and Baby(3rd offspring)..all are girls

vry sad lehhs..

me and my sis were lyk, ''OMG!" when we say Red Eyes eating the lips of her mom..then we quickly took DOve out...her body's cold and stiff..then we made our way to the hill bhind our flat and bury Dove there..

hmm, one of the 'tombstones' says "Dove 5/13/06 to 12/10/07"

the other says "We'll miss you dearly ~ family, frens"

haiz...sad sehh..she's the best hamster in the hamster family...

missing dove

Siti

2007-10-11T22:55:00.000-07:00

hmm..jus got back from causeway point.
was fun..but we left home a lil too late..first we went to aisah's house..then to shafiqah's house then to my house. then from there we walk all the way to the mrt station. haha..we dowan take bus..duno why..

hmm...then we took the train to woodlands there..we reach there ard 6.30pm. a lil too late..so we bought some light snacks to eat if the banquet there no place to seat..then, when we reach there..we found out that the banquet place was full..so, we waited until breakfast tym n ate the snacks..then, we took neoprints bcos we're waiting for the ppl eating at banquet to finish eating..haha

nahh..our pix.

and i look ugly in all the pix.. as usual..the ugliest one of all three..me.
haha..but wat i said was true. im UGLY. okok..will i ever stop looking down on myself? but i dowan ppl to think that i think so highly of myself. dats bad. haha..hmm..okok..yay..ending post rite now..

buai-buai

*hopping on bed*

Siti

2007-10-10T18:46:00.000-07:00

hmm..
nth great happened today..
went to aisah's house n played Sims..
haha..nth better to do..shud hav studied for 2moro..
okayy..haha.yup..u can say dat Im lazy.
cus I wun care
haha..mean sehh me..
ohh yar..b4 i forget..
jus now after maths paper 1, me, aisah n shafiqah went to the 962 bustop.
i sat on the bench there. suddenly aisah told me dat there's somet on my sling bag. then i FREAKED out and was lyk.. "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!!!!!!!!" screaming lyk a maniac..then the spider jumped onto shafiqah's hand. and both of us screamed. lyk maniacs. we jus didnt stop screaming until some sec 1 boys killed it. wow. I was so damn embarrassed. everybody at the bustop was staring at both of us. STARING. even the aunty who stood bhind us moved to a place which is further. wow. we embarrassed ourselves..then in the 962 bus, the sec 1 boys were all lyk "eh, SPIDER!" trying to scare us. bad sehh.. haiz..hope that they wont disturb us again tomorow..

feeling so damn embarrassed
Siti

2007-10-09T16:08:00.000-07:00

*I am finding maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope
This time I will be listening

This heart...
This heart only beats for you..*

btw..the taggie is at the bottom..jus scroll down

2007-10-09T13:34:00.000-07:00

*Love is not about finding someone you can live with..
it's about finding someone you can't live without*

hmm..had science paper today..
damn diff..stress la.
tomorow n thur still got maths.
hope that i'll do well..im pretty weak in sci n math..duno why..ive done tons of revision but still, im weak..
ytday went to playgrd at chong pang with aisah n shafiqah. took some pix.

Solehah, Shafiqah, Aisah was here..4/10(the date when we last went there)

our bags..

XOXO

Siti

2007-10-06T13:10:00.000-07:00

haiz...

...I'm bored...

waiting

Siti

2007-10-05T11:06:00.000-07:00

wow.

I.cant.believe.it.

Rahimi changed his hairstyle!
and..and..
he look sooooooooooo diff!!!
lyk as if he was from the 60s or 70s..
lyk 'The Beatles' (or something lyk dat)..wow
Rahimi..
wow..
u look so, so, so different. kena scolded ar?? haha
okok..
wow.
cant seem to stop saying 'wow'. haha..
hmm..wow..

WOW?

Wow-Ing

SITI

2007-10-04T18:31:00.000-07:00

yay...Today's a GREAT day!!

really!!! GREAT things happened..

aint giving up
Siti

2007-10-03T17:55:00.000-07:00

okok..
feel lyk posting after i read some thing..
about the short post? yeah? forget abt it.. today is certainly NOT A GREAT DAY!
hmm..
does sadness rule my world? I guess it seems lyk it..
i duno why but, these few days..Im always feeling down. everyt in my life makes me sad. haiz..why must all of these stupid things happen to me??
why?
why?

WHY???

haiz..exams start liao..and then, here I am worrying and thinking bout the stuffs that are not related to exams. why is this so? it is bcos, all those freaking FREAKS out there are in my life.
and they wana RUIN it by hurting my goddamn feelings!! they're stealing something in my life. something which i cherish the MOST.. why the HELL must they do that? why.why.why.why?
ya..i noe the ''something'' does not exactly belong to me..but why must they try'na steal it away frm me rite under my nose? lyk as if there are not enough fishes out there..haiz..
GO AND FIND UR OWN GODDAMN FISH LA.
haiz...1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8-

AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!!
haiz...can you guys please dont ruin my life???
I'm asking u nicely..
and I am using the word 'PLEASE'?

AAARRRGGGGGHHHHHH
SITI

2007-10-03T17:47:00.000-07:00

hmmm...duno what to post lehh...

Today's a GREAT day...

can?

waiting...

Siti

2007-10-02T14:44:00.000-07:00

.....
*humming to the tune of 'I'll Remember You' by No Secrets..*

came to noe bout this song from nenek..
Thank you nenek Xue-Xue!!! Love you!!
wakakakah!

hmm..haiz..ytday night I cried as I listened to the song 'I'll Wait For You'..haiz..feel so sad..jus now in sch, he and my fren tease each other..I can tell that he likes her..haiz..but she hav stead liao.
haiz..she knew dat I lyk him but..haix..
heartaches..

haiz..she got 10 crushes.
10 crushes..
can you believe dat?? haiz..Im pretty sure that one of them is him, the guy dat i lyk..haiz..he oso look lyk as if he hav feelings for her..haiz..I can tell bcos she's PRETTIER than me..guys go for looks...surely he will ask her for steady.. but he'll hav to wait until she no steady..but im sure he'll ask her for steady..but he'll be graduating soon lehh...haiz..feel so sad..

crying my heart out
Siti

2007-09-29T12:17:00.000-07:00

whoots!!
happy lar. happy lar.
haha..
gotten a new phone..~whee..lols.
hmm..bought Nokia 6288 jus ytday. begged my parents for it on Thursday.
wah..they vry nice sehh..during exam period still can buy me phone.
yays!
haha.
ok.
smiles!!
me phone --->

Hugs**

Siti

2007-09-26T11:00:00.000-07:00

*When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
I love u just that way
To hear u stumble when u speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
I love u endlessly*

*So here's my promise made tonite
You can count on me for life
When nothin u do could change my mind
The more i learn
The more i love
The more my heart cant get enough
When i love you no matter what*

hmm...today no sch..so I'm stuck here at home.
DAMN bored. no one to chat with..haiyohs..why not many people online sehh???
ohh..yar..I forgot.
they all have to sch..I no need.
haiz...BOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBORED.

hearts*
-Siti

2007-09-25T16:15:00.000-07:00

*sitting here alone(well not actuali alone) in the library...*

hmm...feeling so sian now..nth to do. Im vry alone here. hahaa.

no la..actuali aisah n shafiqah are jus rite across me using the other comp..

haix..

Im not using my home comp cos i jus dun feel lyk goin home..jus now stayed back for an hour to see miss shahmeem but in the end we decided not to see her bcos she's teaching some other students..

we wan to see her to check our composition scripts and spot our mistakes bcos tomorrow no sch and thurs is oredi our exam.. haiz..scared sehh.

scared bcos I reali dun wan to fail and make my parents worry too much bout me..bcos if they do, they'll pressure me lyk siao. if they pressure me...pressure me until I cannot take it.

if I reach the limit..I will surely _ _ _ my _ _ _ _ _.. dun wan tell u all wad those '_' stands for. later u'll scold me n stuff..hmm, xue li noes what i will do..haha..

ah ma dun scold me ar..dun scold2.. later u'll look even more older (LOL)..jokin bahs..

hmm..dun scold first..haven even done it. ok? dun nag at the tagboard and scold2..lols. ok..

that's all for today..

wan go copy down SJAB notes in my notebook..

WAIT! before I'll forget..wana say..

Ah Ma Xue-Xue..thank you for lending me ur notebook!

love you ah ma!!!smooches.smooches.smooches.

*lots of love!*

Siti

2007-09-24T18:48:00.000-07:00

humming to the tune of canon rox..
damn nice sehh this song..the vid's at the last post. do watch. or rather hear..vry nice u noe...Hadi told me to tell y'all that the guy who played the guitar is nat. ok? got it? hahaha..I duno if its true or not..ask Hadi..dun ask mie..lol..xD

hmm..then rite..today morning rain quite heavily.
and there i was in the bus trying to figure out wat to use to shelter me frm the rain..then, when the bus had reached the bustop..the driver vry the bad u noe..nvr stop at the bustop. had to walk some short distance to take shelter frm the rain. haiyoyoyoyoyoyos..then when i was abt to reach the bustop..someone came to the rescue.
and its none other than...

!!!RAHIMI!!!

He vry kind lorhx..haha..offer me his shirt which I didnt use. cos, i believe that he's gona wear it later.if i use..the shirt will bcome dirty and wet frm the rain..haha..see, I vry kind-hearted rite? think of others first..haha..joking-joking..

hmm..jus taking this opportunity to thank Rahimi. haha..jus now nvr thank him..lol. and also to

To:Rahimi

hmm..thanx for the shirt..but i nvr use..haha..hmm..thanks a lot..you very kind you noe..ya la..that person's name means kesayanganku, merciful, affectionate, generous wad..dat's why can save me frm the rain. haha..hmm. do take care and tagg mie after reading this xD..lolx

hahahaha..hmm..wells..dat's all for todayy..

smooches*

Siti

2007-09-22T23:41:00.000-07:00

heyys..
found out bout this uber-cool video frm my fren..hope u'll like it..!

2007-09-22T11:10:00.000-07:00

heyloes...
haiz..now I'm sad again..sad.sad.sad.. haiz...sad..bcos of somet lar..
somet that i read.hmm, should I or shouldn't I??
haiz..ya..crapping here. you wun understand wad I talking bout. Im crazy, useless and some dumb girl.
im a dumbass..yes. that's what i am..
duno why my spirits are low nowadays..hmm.

To Solehah:
oits!! cheer up lars..why always so sad and lookind down on yourself??
cheer up and you will do better in your exams or some other stuff.. you're the best!! smile lar..
okay? must smile and laugh more you noe..! but dun overdo it. ppl will think you're crazy..!
hahaha..!
smile and laugh more!
take care!

Hugs and Kisses
Solehah

ok..wrote a letter to me. haha. now im a teensy-weensy bit happy..!
yays..!
hmm, u all readers of my blog..
do take care of your own self.
dun look down on yourself..be happy!

Xs and Os
~Solehah~

2007-09-21T16:52:00.000-07:00

haizzzZZzzzZzz...............................
damn bored sehh..
jus now went to np and took neoprinx with aisah n shafiqah..haha..very fun seyy. long time haven take neoprinx..

hmm..then, guess wad? our principal very good sehh..giv us one day off this coming wed, 26092007..
haha..this is the 2nd time sehh..good lar..haha. but must study arr..the next day eng paper..haiyohs...lol..
hmm..today not many things happen..but, took my maths class test today..hope that i'll pass. haiz. kept on failing the subject sehh..am i a pro-maths-failure?haiz..
hmm...then, nth more to say. my life's pretty boring. nth much happen in it. if got oso i will forget..
haha..stm mah..
okies..dat's all for today..

Xs and Os
Siti

2007-09-20T17:30:00.000-07:00

haiz..my day today ahd gone from good to bad..hmm..ever since Aisah swept on my feet during recess, the day had gone bad for me..haiyoh. Aisah, why me??
hahaha..
hmm..kena caught by mr yeo while in class..he was teaching 2/8, then got ppl outside the class make noise so he came over...then i was doing something(wont tell u wat is it) and was lyk, panicky, when i saw him through the back door. and totali hide the thing under my book..so, he suspected something was wrong. so, he came to my seat, which was near the back door, and told me to stand up and took the thing from under my table.. then i was lyk, DAMN embarrassed..he duno my name so he called me 'Minah'..then he told my class that if he duno a malay girl's name, he will either call them siti or minah..then, my partner go tell him my name's siti..so called me siti..then when he was abt to leave, he asked me ''so, siti. wat is the lesson learned?'' i jus kept quiet..
'' the lesson learned is not to be panicked when you see me. or else i will suspect that something is wrong.''
then he went back to 2/8..so..u noe wat happened? I cried after he left..
haiz..duno why lors..i mean, while he was scolding..my whole body was lyk, trembling. lyk as if i saw cik pon or something..then Shafiqah and Aisah and Yu Xuan all comfort me..was so touched.
but something made me even MORE touched..the letter by my dearest Nenek Xue-Xue..
she gave me the letter..ain't that sweet of her? was so touched that I almost cried...haha..well, enough of crying today..

The letter by my Nenek Xue-Xue (Xue Li)

here's what the letter said:

''yo ah ma...
Dun sad...
Dun emo...
you have your
ne-nek Xue-Xue...
come look for me
when ya need my help
you have my shoulder to lean on when you want to cry
you have me to talk to when you need a listening ear

ps: dun slash yourself
love you
love yourself

No.3!!! you rock!!! =)

haha..so dat's what the letter said..so sweet!! hmm..but Nenek, I'm not No. 3 in the comp team lar..they oni choose me for fun .. lol..haven decide deh..hahaha..
hmm..good luck on being the no. 3 in the comp team Nenek!! all the best..!

haiz..now i realise that I love my friends...
whoos!!

2007-09-19T02:46:00.000-07:00

yo, yo, yos!!
hahaha
lol...
hmmm.........damn bored sehh..
haiz. nth to do..
hmm, changed my blogskin!
whoots!!
wahahahahahah..
hmmm...today, nth fun happened. but, my class had decided wat to do with the $150 that we got..
we're gona spend it at......

!SENTOSA!

Hahaha..oso wan to tell you..lol. but fun wad..hmm, the money's not enough so...

we're gona sell things for our class fund..

yays..

love doing business..duno why..fun. I think.

haha

hmm..

wells..

buai-buai..

........Smiles........

2007-09-19T02:45:00.000-07:00

btw, I'm not stead-ing with anyone..
the last, last post..
hmm, decided not to stead with ******...
hahaha..
ok..
i'm a sing-girl(single)..

:) LOL (:

..yayelos..

2007-09-17T17:34:00.000-07:00

heys...
hmm, today was lyk. hmm, i hav only one word to describe today..which is.

.Fun.

hahaha..
hmm, well..there's this guy and he asked me for stead.
but indirectly ar..he told his friend to tell me..
so his friend lyk, shouted ar..''SOLEHAH!!! ****** nk mintak stead!"[ understand that the (*s) stands for his name..jus wan to make it more...hmm, secret..hahas]
then i was lyk..hmm, okay...
haha
hmm, before his friend shouted that..i heard ****** said my name twice to his friends.
erm, haha.
then...i was blushing lar after his friend shouted dat..
lol
duno if he reali mean it or not.
haiz..
my fren say not to accept him bcos..he's lyk, hmm..how to say ar..
hmm, bad influence..?
but i dont believe them..I think he's okay.
I mean, he msg me and he sounds..
nice
haiz..
duno who to follow.
me or them..
haiz...

2007-09-11T06:12:00.000-07:00

haiyohs...
damn tired..
jus got back from SJAB comp training..
haiz..march here and there.
haha
hmm..then i kena show the plt 1 going-to-be-comp-team how to do ke belakang pusing..bcos Sgt Mei Ting said dat I did well. was damned embarrassed. HA-HA.
haiz..duno wat to type sehh.
ohh, yar..played this ctaching game with the seniors. haha. was fun. lol. i was the 3rd last person to be caught. LOL. at first Sgt Mei Ting was chasing me, then I ran faster than her..then she asked Jasena who was in front of me to 'catch' me. haha..was stupid dat tym as I did not make a turn to avoid getting caught..boohoos..
then before catching we all march together. then our ma'am took this video of us doing the ke belakang pusing perfectly. YAYS US!!
Now me n Xue Li can prove to all other UGs that

SJAB DOES NOT SUCK

*Whoos*

2007-09-08T00:47:00.000-07:00

hmmm..
today got SJAB competition training. for the platoon ones..oni me, Yi Qian, Madeline, Xue Li, Emily and Li Jun mus go. actuali, the boys oso need to go but duno why they didnt. hmm, was quite fun. but today lyk vry slack. the footdrill lyk not footdrill. we oni did stationary drills and some marching.
the platoon threes nvr come. oni our ma'ams and staff sergeant came.. then after the slacking drills, the platoon ones try to do the competition thingie. was quite fun. I became no. 3 twice..hahaha. but wasnt good at it. cause, its my 1st tym and im shy..hahaha. the pros all watching us doin it and scared dat they will make some BAD comments bout us.. hmm, then..we went to SJAB room and did nursing. nursing was quite diff..because need to talk and stuff. and you noe..Im not good at talking and stuff even though I am quite talkactive..hahaha. then after training, we all loitered outside SJAB room and watched the NCCs did their thing..
then Mr Chong said ''Waiting for the boys ar?''
then they all say no..but i said ''Yes..boyfriend'' which I meant as a joke.. but duno if he took it as a joke.
hahahahahahahaha.
hmm...then we all ate at KFC and went home...
hahaha...
nothing much to say here..
DAMN bored.
duno wat to do..
haix
SIAN
dotzz

2007-09-01T08:37:00.000-07:00

LOVE

Do you believe in the beauty of love?
That makes this soul so happy
Do you believe in the power of love?
That gives us time to be together again
Because of love
I can see you
Even for just a while...

Adapted from the movie: Love is Cinta

There's Love

Please tell me
the word I long from you
Cause I can't read your eyes
Can't see your signs
Please sing me
the melody of your heart
Cause I can't understand this feeling
I doubt you feel it too
Why is it so hard to express love?
Even though it's there
In raindrops
In the moonlight
and within the sound of our cries
Why is it so hard to confess love?
even though it's felt
In our longings
In the night's silence
Love's there....

Adapted from the movie: Love is cinta

2007-08-28T22:03:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey...
hahaha.
hmmm..wells today got that LSP Exam thingie..then, Ms Shameem nvr come..
soooo................................
guess who invigilate 1E7???????

PrEsEnTiNg...............

THE AMAH TEACHER!!

haha, yeah..I noe Im mean, but the minute she stepped into our classroom, she shouted at my ear. SHOUTED AT MY EAR. and do you noe how loud is her GODDAMN voice? you duno. ITS TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Loud to be measured.
haiyoyo.
then we argue with her she was lyk, pissed off and walked out of our classroom saying dat we do not need to take the test. Wah, clever ar Amah teacher. WHo think you can do dat? cancel our test? you're not out principle for GOD'S SAKE!!
haiyoyoyoyoyoyo.
haha..nvm bout dat..
wells..hmm..nth much to say..

This Girl is still

*In love with him* *Missing him* *Thinking bout him* *Dreaming bout him*

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahs............ hmm..reali got nth to say..

lols

hmm.. well..buai-buai

u guys better tc out there!!

Signing out!!

*Siti* lurbing him lotzzzzz...<33

2007-08-25T17:37:00.000-07:00

heyys..
hmm..well, jus now got sjab..all the UGs get together to learn this thingie..forgot wat its called..but its related to martial arts. haha..then i join this war game n was lyk, totali freaked out. haha.then b4 dat, watched Danial n him n Melvin played freesbie..then after dat they played soccer..he oni hit the soccer ball with his fist..

okaes, after dat, went wif Nadihah n Nabilah aka 'Babilah' to sembawang library at sun plaza. when we reached there, saw Shafiq n Taufiq..so, we decided to lepak wit them..haha. Taufiq was kinda quiet. i talk to Shafiq a bit oni. cos I shy mah. ahahas. then, after abt an hour..Nadihah decided to go to Causeway Point wit some Sembawang pri girls..she asked us along but i dunwan..bcos i duno the sembawang primary girls, dats why..if oni got me, Nadihah, Nabilah, Shafiq n Taufiq then its ok..hahas. then, we all take the escalator to the grd floor..then when i was 'departing' from them, Nadihah saes 'Bye solehah' then i said 'bye' and waved back. then i heard someone saying 'oi, oi, oi'..so, i turned ard n saw Taufiq. then he said 'bye'. then i oso said 'bye'..haha..and i smiled at him.. Taufiq can be hansem, friendly and kind..even though he scolds vulgarities and is fierce. realised dat he REALLY hates 'Babilah' muahahaha. he scolded 'Babilah' in the library most of the tym bcos she didnt respect Shafiq n Taufiq(they're sec 2s)..

haha..ok..after saying bye, went to take 859. when the 859 reached the bustop near our sch, i saw HIM..haha, he took 859 wit his frens..then his frens sit at the seat in front of mie.then he dun hav space so he stand. haha..then when we all reached interchange, i walk fast2 la.. then suddenly i heard someone said 'Boo' then i turned n saw him. then we smiled at each other..then he walked in front. im at the back..then he slowed down and asked me 'Where you live ar?'
i duno wat to say..my block or the area..so, then i mumbled '299 yishun' vry fast..and looked at him in the eyes. he's so DAMN tall.
then he said 'what?' vry cute u noe his face when he said dat and smiled. then i said 'Yishun lar'..
then he said 'ohh..i oso live at Yishun..but over the other side. at Khatib.' then i said 'Ohh'..
then he walked to his fren n said hi..then he got to the mrt station n i took the bus home..
ok..dat's all..

bye..

loving him always.

ohh..yar..btw, going to get my SJAB 'Total Defence' badge on Monday!! excites! excites!

2007-08-24T21:01:00.000-07:00

wheyheyheyss...
hmm..haha..
wells, i am waiting for him to b online..had i great tym chatting with himm..
yeah..i like him..lots.hahs
ya, i noe dat he isnt my boyfriend...
but i love his smile, his advice, his kindness, his stories, his spikey hair, his smell(lol..very nice), his voice, his laugh,his hands, his cute face, his specs...
and the tyms when we laugh together..
haiz...i noe we will nvr be a couple..
but, I think dat I hav fallen in love..
I have fallen in love with our Friendship..

yeah..i'm just having a big FAT hope of thinking dat we'll ever be together.. haiz..
day dreamed a WHOLE lot abt him..
hmm...well, I hope dat he will at least keep our Friendship forever even if we were NEVER a couple..

haiz....
wells, love ya!

P.S: I duno who's pic dat is. But ignore it. Its IRRITATING..suddenly change one

2007-08-21T16:28:00.000-07:00

Now listening to:
Song: Ada Cinta (Love is Cinta OST)
Artist: Acha Septriasa feat. Irwansyah

haiz...damn bored..but the song im listening to is quite nice la..haha..
HE recommended it to me..actuali he told me abt the movie. then i go look for the theme song. so, ya..now its on my frenster profile.okok..
hmm,the song's abt love la..ok..hmm..well..I am DAMN

SICK AND TIRED

of those CHILDISH ppl who does not friend me. I mean, not friending someone is DAMN childish. I mean, she think she wat? Leader of EVERYTHING? The 'BEST'? she thinks she's PERFECT jus bcos guys lyk her?? To her, her monitress badge is MORE important than friendship. She stopped friending me bcos i almost made her lost her monitress badge. HOW STUPID, IDIOTIC AND DUMB is that?? she thinks her monitress badge is MORE important than OUR friendship? wth! she can lose her badge anytime. but friendship is frienship and friendship will stay for a long tym. but, she took her monitress badge OVER our friendship. I cant believe it. to me, friendship is more important than anything else. EVEN a monitress badge. it had been weeks she had not friend me.

in Islam, im a muslim does not talk to a muslim within 3 days, it will b a sin. but how am I going to talk to her if she behaves lyk this? she is, im sori to say tis, quite stubborn. haiz..last tym she said to us that she friend Tze Ling bcos of our class motto 'We are a part. not apart'. but then, now? so much for the class motto. haiz.. Im not sad or anything.

I am just

-ANGRY-

2007-08-12T13:29:00.000-07:00

haiyoh...
sometimes, I jus hate myself. sometimes. I hate the way I act.
the we I act before I think. gawd, Im such an asshole. I suck a whole lot. haiz...
why must I act before I think???????????????
now, I think Ive lost 3 frens. 3 good frens of mine..well, I think actuali, Ive lost onli two frens. bcos one of them acted lyk as if she doesn't fren me in front of one of the frens dat Ive lost but bhind the person, she's frenly. wat kind of fren is dat? good fren?(sarcastically)
why must she act so unfriendly in front of the fren dat Ive lost, but bhind the fren, she acted so frenly. Im hurt man. after all dat ive done for her this is how she repay me?? haiz..
then, the last fren dat ive lost. I think Ive hurt her deeply by saying things abt her.
omg.
Im so mean. I hate me. I HATE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
.......................................
why am i so stupid and hurt her?? she's my fren for god sake!
SHE IS MY FREN!
why did I do all those dumb things and hurt her??
WHY?? WHY???????????????????????????????????????
oh.gawd.Im.going.crazy.
haiz...
Im reali sorry for wat I did to them...
but..I dun think dey will accept my forgiveness...Im such a mean person.
I hate me.
I.HATE.ME.

2007-08-11T13:49:00.000-07:00

Just to let you guys who had read the last post...

I AM NOT THE ONLY BACKSTABBER IN THIS 'CASE'. THERE'S PPL OUT THERE WHO HAD OREDI BACKSTABBED YOU. NOT ONLY ME. BUT I'M NOT BACKSTABBING EVEN THO I SAID THAT I AM NOT THE ONLY BACKSTABBER.

I HOPE DAT YOU WILL UNDERSTAND.
I'M NOT BACKSTABBING. DO YOU THINK DAT I DARE TO SAY IN YOUR FACE DAT I HATE YOUR ATTITUDE?? YOU NOE DAT I DON'T. I'M TIMID. OK? NOT LYK YOU. YOU'RE NOT TIMID.
IT'S JUST DAT I AM ANGRY. OK?
YOU THINK SO HIGHLY OF YOURSELF. DON'T TAKE THIS THE OTHER WAY ROUND. I AM NOT BACKSTABBING.

I AM JUST MAD/ANGRY AT THE WAY YOU ACT ARD ME.

I WANT TO MAKE THIS 'CASE' CLEAR.
DAT'S WHY I TYPED THIS POST.
I HOPE THAT YOU WILL UNDERSTAND.

2007-08-10T22:45:00.000-07:00

harllows..
haha, changed my cbox to flashbox. better rite? gimme comment arr.. very empty you noe.haiyoh.
wells...not much to say today. except I hav this HATRED feeling for this classmate of mine.
she think she wat? think so highly of herself. show off freak! when she's ard wit her frenz of sec 2, she will b vry..lyk..show off larz.
she think she's the only one who has frenz who are older than her ar? I oso hav la!
*toot!* la you. i am DAMN sure you wont me the ***.. such *toot!*.
you dun act ar ard me. dun act lyk as if you noe everyt la de. you make my blood boil la.
u dun even noe dat ppl are oredi hating you bcos you are fighting with someone to be the ***. I oso noe dat you purposely made me fail the ********* test la.
everyone oso say lyk dat. chicken la you. I will pray to God everyday. pray dat you wont be the *** for our batch!
I dun care how I am going to do it. But Im gona fight with you. and only you to be the ***.

if anyone who's reading this post thinks dat I am talking bout you, you'd better think again.
DON'T jump into conclusions.

2007-08-09T16:34:00.000-07:00

heys..
whoa.
I have not been updating for....
quite a LONG tym.
haha.
well, busy larrs..
ok, ytday was the ND celebration at my new sch. ok..hmm, well..wore my full SJAB uni.
doin PD(Public Duty). Im grouped wit Gee Lam(duno how to spell), Michelle Ong, Wei Cai, Lance CorporalConnie and Corporal Kamal.
it was damn tiring. have to stand straight in senang diri position and not moving. haiyoh..
I didnt eat breakfast some more. I duno how long I had stand there. I think abt 1 hr.
DAMN tiring siol.
then rite during the parade.
something scary happened.
one BB boy fainted. I swear that when you see the way he faint, you will be shocked too. can hear sound one. when he faint, he's whole body was flat.
I was lyk, "OMG!" I was damn shocked by wat had happened dat I duno wat to do. then, Corporal Kamal and Lance Corporal Connie ran down to the guy. then got this teacher go ask us to help but our seniors say let 2 ppl do the job first.
then, me n Gee Lam went to the terrace wit the first aid kit. both Corporal Kamal n Lance Corporal Connie brought the boy to the terrace. then I go and refill the bottle so that the boy can drink.
then, I ran all the way to the canteen and refill at the water cooler. then ran all the way back to the terrace. haha.
damn tiring. was the first tym dat i saw such things happened. Such scary things..
haiz..then after the celebration, went to take SJAB pic. Was damn tiring dat I almost fainted..
haha.
after dat, went to aips..
then went home. had to refill my stomach straight away when I reached home.the WHOLE day didnt eat anyt.
ok..
dat's all...
ohh, yar..
bfore I forgot..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!
and..

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY to everyone else. =)

2007-07-30T22:37:00.000-07:00

Saying 'I Love You' has nothing to do with meaning it..

well...it's a sad thing that Ive said it to someone 'I Love You' without meaning it.

Im such a bad person..haiyoh.

he msg me, I didnt reply...

he always said 'I love you' to me..but Im not a mushy type.

so, i was always disgusted bcos im sick of having to blush when he said 'it'.

now, I dun think we're still having this so called 'relationship'..

wanted to say sorry to him an patch up..but I guess Im too afraid..

sometyms I wanted to pick my phone and start msg-ing him to sae how sorry I am but Im scared he oredi had a new gal..

haiz.. it's all my fault. thanks to me for not being the mushy2 type..

how to say sorry? I scared he will start over by being mushy again.

HATE IT.

how to say 'I love you' to him when I am OBVIOUSLY in love with someone else...

haiz..

wanted to patch up..

but.. sacred the probs will rise again..

now..I will just hav to forget abt him..

haiz..

if you were to read this..

I am reali soriee..I want to patch up with you. but you hav to stop being so mushy and stop insisting that I shld follow wat you say..haiz..

i must promise that i will not say 'I love you' to a guy unless i mean it..

but how?

how?

wat it he say 'I love you' to me and asked me 'do you love me?'

wat am I suppose to reply?

shud I say 'no i don't love you'

'im sorry...but i canot accept your love. I dun hav feelings for you. I hope you'll understand'?

haiz..gtg...

2007-07-28T17:57:00.000-07:00

harloes...
haha..
hmm...jus now got this thingie dat all the sec 1s hav to go to. we went to Buena Vista(duno how to spell) and it sucks man..
first, the poly guy whos suppposed to take care of my grp is lyk so nerdy-looking and very boring.
then, suddenly while cleaning an area, it's suddenly hard for me to breath.
lyk got something blocking my airway..so, I was lyk damn scared.. but thank hod Xue Li was dere.. she noes abt first aid more than me.
then, after a while, we all; me, ai hui, shafiqah, aisah, tze ling and xue li go march2 while picking up rubbish..haha..forget abt the 'hard-to-breathe' thingie..vry fun de lor..we marched lyk siao..then we stopped after we heard this scary and low grunting noise at this empty house.. vry scary lor..oni me, shafiqah, aisah, xue li and ai hui hear. tze ling didn't hear. i mean, she was rite next beside aisah who was right next beside me and I was rite next beside the house where we heard the grunting. xue li, ai hui and shafiqah was rite in front of us..
dat's all..
haiz..

2007-07-22T12:01:00.000-07:00

hey...

you noe why Ive not updated for many days??
my mother onli allow me to play on every sat or sun..sucks rite?
anyways...hmm,on fri training hurt my arm while in standard pumping position..I was just doing doing the position..then duno why..i think I put tooo much force, the bone on my right shoulder arm was lyk..I duno..it feels lyk as if the bone moved up.then, i suddenly dropped on my knees and i was lyk, 'ouch!'. very pain sia. then one corporal came to me and asked me to stand up. then I told her wat happened.then, she asked if i was okay and i said im okay so, mus continue ar..despite the pain..then today, my arm still pain sia..haiyo...why Im always hurt one??haiz..
my body too fragile..lol.jus now my left knee hurts..hmm..
okies..gtg..
bb!!!

2007-07-17T18:47:00.000-07:00

..haiz..just now kena D.C..
It was damn fun.. I was the onli sec 1. the rest are upper sec..lolx..
I extra one. hahax..then, not embarrassing AT ALL!! Haha..but the D.C vest very funny one lor..then one councillor very kind one. her name Irina..she go gave everyone choc.. very nice sia..but then, she had to leave..got other councillors look after all of us and they all lyk wat oni. then rite, I was the first one to be dismissed.lol.
then before goin to the D.C class..me, Aisah n Shafiqah wan go down.. budden, Syawal wan talk to Shafiqah. it looks lyk very secretive one. Shafiqah asked us to go first.they were engaged in a deep conversation..then, u noe rite..got the and of the wall I go lyk pretend that I oni have half of my body..lol..then after they finish talking..I still at the place ar..imagine dat I hav oni half of my body, then suddenly across me Syawal is oso doing half of his body at the 2/8 door and looking and smiling at me..I was lyk..wth???then, a chill ran down my spine..duno why..lol..then thk god we all go down after that..

2007-07-16T21:22:00.000-07:00

haiz...something bad happened jus now at anderson sec sia..during higher malay..
first, Ain go charged her phone at a switch power near my seat..she told me to see if got msg or not..then, the teacher came I quickly put my bag on the phone lars...after she charged her phone, she asked Seri if Seri wants to charge HER phone. then, Seri agreed..then, after I finished my work, I picked up my bag and started to pack up..I totali forgot abt the phone. then, the teacher came in and asked all of us to pack up. then, she look-look ard and suddenly, her eyes came across the phone. when I realised she was looking at the phone, it was alreadi to late..she looked at me and asked me whose phone..then, I said it's not mine. when she asked who it belongs to, I said duno cos I scared Im gona make Seri kena caught.then, the teacher asked me to pull out the plug and bring both the plug n phone to her.so I was lyk,scared arr...
when I bring it to her, she asked me again if it was mine. so I said sarcastically "tak. saye punye dalam pocket."
which means "No. Mine's in my pocket." very the sarcastically one. haha. then, she asked again to the whole class (in malay) "You sure this doesn't belong to anyone?"
then Seri owned up. then she kena scolding n said dat Seri is usin Anderson sec's electricity..then I feel very the guilty...
haiz..is it my fault dat Seri kena scolding?haiz...............................

2007-07-14T09:56:00.000-07:00

heyloes...hahax..well, ytday was Friday the 13th. haha.lol. the day where BAD luck happens.
well, actuali.. I dont reali believe in all dat shit. I'm not superstitious. hmm..then, ytday got sjab. it's fun. not reali tiring. lol.vry fun eu noe.. and the seniors nvr scold2.vry fun.we learnt first aid and then did foot drill.hmm, the first aid we did cpr.then, it was footdrill.we did hentak kaki the most. then learnt this song to sing while hentak-ing kaki.lol
here's the song..

Leader: Come baby come to the left foot count now
Others: One!
Leader: Cant here you now
Others: Two!
Leader: Speak louder now!
Others: Three!
Leader: (this one I forgot)
Others: Four!
Leader + Others: All together now! Training! Training! All the way! We like it here, we like it here we've found ourselves a home! A home! A home sweet home!

and then after the 'home!' we banged our rite feet and stopped the hentak kaki. fun rite?haha..I desperately want the platoon ones to improve..we need to show other UGs that SJAB is the BEST and stop them from mocking us.It's not lyk as if their UG is the best. hello..dont u guys understand the term of 'nobody is perfect'??fuck u all shitters who said SJAB is 'the worst UG', 'Slackers' or stuff. we noe dat we are not PERFECT. nobody is. it's not lyk as if u are perfect. Nobody and I mean NOBODY is perfect! okay?

well, if u find this entry if reali offensive, sorrie and leave me a tag so dat I'll delete it. but Im just DAMN mad cos other UG grps keep on talking bad abt SJAB. We may not be the best, but we'll try to be the best.

2007-07-12T20:30:00.000-07:00

yo!haha...lame sia..
aniwae, jus now got sjab..veri fun..Malcolm Sir nvr scold us that much..then, we had p.t..vry the tiring sia..we did A WHOLE LOTTA things. DAMN tiring. we did about 84 pumpings(i think). 84 u noe..than ,after the 1st and 2nd p.t, we had T.O.C..mus carry stretcher up and down sch staircase..then, when try2..Malcolm Sir picked me, Michelle(Ong n Christopher)and 1 more gal..duno who..then, Malcolm Sir wan to make the thing challenging la..so he made us(me, Michelles and 1 gal) 1 grp. but I dun wan..I wan Xue Li n Yi Qian in my grp..duno why la..more comfortable wit them. then dat Corporal Kamal go say "No." when I asked "Can I change grp?" then Malcolm Sir said "why? I think I noe why. You dun lyk being wit them rite?" then I was lyk, that is so not true. everyone was lyk "wooo".. at me..then, Malcolm Sir vry nice one lor, he let me choose grp. in fact, he let all of us to choose our own grp.whoots!! he rock sia. then I go wit Xue Li, Gilam(sorii..duno how to spell) and Yi Qian. We did it all in 3 min plus. but we have to do 5 pumpings for every 1 min. suck sia. so, we hav to do 20 pumpings..cos he round it off.haiz..so we did it..I did it in gals pumping position.dun care la. he let wat. then we did footdrills and owed him 50 pumpings. so, we did onli 25..then he let us rest. but we all dun wan do another 25 pumpings. so we ran 3 rounds ard the parade square( minus 15 pumpings) and we did 30 jumping jacks..every 3 jumping jacks (4 countings) minus onli 1 pumping..haiz..then aftr dat..we all went home..haha..DAMN tiring.lol.well, dat's all!

bb

2007-07-10T21:18:00.000-07:00

hey...
hmm...
duno wat to sae lei..just wana update my bloggie..haha..
hmm, well..let me see if got things happen in sch or not..
hmm...
ohh, yar...jus now got 1 incident. this stoopid bookshop auntie.the old one. she asked me "Express or normal acad?" very softly..then, I dun even hear her asking me..then after a while, she go scold me. she say "Girl! Express or normal academic!" then I was lyk DAMN embarrassed..asshole la she.chibye betol. embarrassed me in front of peeps. kentot la..then she told me the price oso I canot hear.asshole la she..
ok..well, gtg!!

2007-07-09T23:10:00.000-07:00

hey..jus now chatted on the phone with mira..then, she hung up..
hmm, well..ppl say dat 'mo mo ren' noes dat I lyk hym..haiz..who tell him sia..who's that asshole??who's the big mouth? whos the asshole-with big mouth-betrayer-liar-motherfucking-person did dat to mie?letting of the secret..shithole.. orang-orang sialan betol! such betrayerz..such shitholez..haiz..suck sia the person or the ppl who told Mimi abt my secret. Babi siol..maen leak out aku nye secret jer. kalau aku leak kau nye secret kau suke? tak kan! sialah sape2 yg bilang Mimi aku suke dier..chibye betol.tkde keje laen kepe!aku korek kau nye rahsia bagi tau org baru tau!
haiz..well, just now made new specs..gona get it in 2 or 3 days..hope I'll get them fast. my eyesight going from bad to worst..both my eye degree increased to 175 degrees each..increased by 25 degrees..haiz..hope dat I wont go blind..haha..
hmm....well, nth great happened..hmm..Freddy/Faliq stopped msg-ing me..ever since I did not ans his msg..he wan meet me n go sch together but I lazy la...haiz..dun care la.. he always a bit angry..a bit angry..sux lor..well, now..I'm DAMN bored..well, gtg!!
bb

2007-07-07T17:30:00.000-07:00

hey.........
hmm...vry bored sia..not many ppl online..
hmm, 2moro got sjab..ON A SUNDAY!!!! The day when you are SUPPOSED to REST! haiz..then must go all the way to Bishan on our own..got competition..surely boring one.after dat, me and Freddy going out..duno to where..he say he'll tell..haha..secret.lol.
hmm..well, at last Ive gotten my sjab t..ok..
nth much to say....

Look at my new edited pic:

lol..nice??

Not your ordinary gurl..

Pwincess

okaes...dat's all! bye..

2007-07-04T21:44:00.000-07:00

hey..
just now got touch typing..then rite, the teacher today extra nice to mie..she nvr scold2 one lei. ytday she scold2 mie.embarrassed mie infront of everyone ard me.. but today, she vry nice..duno why lei..haha..
then, got sjab. SJAB ON WEDNESDAYS!!! I mean, cca daes are on Fri n Tue rite.. but WEDNESDAY?????haiz..while going there, I was wishing dat Malcolm Sir wont be there..
BUT HE'S THERE!!!! I was lyk 'omg!!! l8r surely kena punish!!'
but, b4 kena punish, we all learn how to carry a stretcher.veri fun lei..then, we all kena challenge carry a strecther wit a bottle on it. the bottle mus stand up..canot fall..if fall, one person must run to 1 place then come back..

but... MY TEAM DID IT!!!!
Me, Yi Qian, Maha and Audrey did it!!!actuali suppose to have Madeline n Xue Li instead of Maha n Audrey..but they hav to go to councillor thingie..
we did it in 4 min plus..whoots!!!Yi Qian's the best! she is the timer..she rox lor..I think either Xue Li or Yi Qian will b the CSM..they both rox lor..vry the enthu..
then after dat, we all kena run 3 rounds..then ppl all walk so add more la..but Malcolm Sir vry kind, let us run 7 rounds..I finished first!! whoots!!but we still owe hym 20 more rounds..haiz..then, b4 dat kena do pumping 52 tyms..first ten, I did standard male one..but last 32 I did female one..haiz..I veri the weak one..Yi Qian did the standard male all the way(I think)..she goin to b sergeant lerr..
hmm..then after dat, went to 859 bustop..then suddenly, got one guy come up and asked for my no.. I was lyk, WTH????? Then, I vry kind I gave him..haha.. he frm Canberra sec..sec 3..
well, gtg..
bb

2007-06-30T21:12:00.000-07:00

hey..
just now got YTFiesta...
and it was...
GREAT!!!!
haha...well, my feet are now worn out for all the walking. I played games and look-look ard..
haha..then..me, Shafiqah and Aisah saw Rahimi act macho..lol.
he looked vry funny.
Rahimi picked up the broom.
he acted macho by holding a broom with one hand..
then, he threw it up and catch it. then, he walked and suddenly threw the broom away.
haha.
vry cute lei..
and very stupid.
then, he kept on looking at us..I was lyk, wat the hell????
yup, it's true
whenever we saw hym, he's always staring at us..lol
haha..then when I was talking to Shafiqah and looked ard, I suddenly caught Rahimi looking at me..
again, I was lyk 'Wat the hell???'
hahaz...well, it was fun!!
got some gr8 bands playing live at my sch..
then one of the band have this guitar player..damn cute..haha..then the YTFiesta got a
hella(hell of) games...vry damn fun.
haha
then, saw Danial..vry cute oso..haha..he sec 3..
ok well, gtg!!bb

2007-06-29T22:52:00.000-07:00

Aaaaaccccckkk!!!!!!
MY TAGBOARD SUCK!!!!!!!
*toot!*hole!!!
duno wat happened!!! suddenly got error..then when wan login, canot login!!!!
sux lor

well
gtg
bb
jus wana tell u it's not ma fault
bb

2007-06-29T15:38:00.000-07:00

hey...well, you noe todae i didn't go to sch..

rite now I'm helping Tze Ling to make blog..yay!!! one of my bestfrenz oredi got blog..whoots!

well,2moro is YTFiesta day!!! yippee!! I hope I won't fall sick again...haiz..

being sick sux cos must eat all the bitter medicine..sux lor..

hmm, duno wat to sae...AGAIN..if AI go sch, surely noe wat to sae..

haiz..well, I HAVE to go..cos nth to sae mah..

Bye!!!

Muackz!!

2007-06-28T19:37:00.000-07:00

i still sick sia...2moro still on mc...just now cough lyk siao. haiz..this sat got YTFiesta!! whoo!! vry fun sia. gona wear class-tee..we all selling Malay food stall..my shift is from 12pm to 1pm..so long sia..hmm...i hope i wont fall asleep while selling the food.

haiz...well,i vry boring now..

okiez..nth more to sae..

BYE!!

2007-06-26T22:12:00.000-07:00

haiz...I duno why, but...I hav this feeling that my fren. My BESTFREN. Just wants to get rid of me..I mean, whenever we chat, she will surely sae dat she's busy/tired/bla-bla-bla.... why does she hate me so much??? what did I do dat makes her hate me???? haiz...I thought we promised that nth's gona change even if we go to seperate schs...but, look wat she did now. she has changed.haiz...i cant believe that she would want to get rid of me. haiz..suck lor...then rite, jus now when i just signed in, she was online on msn..then when i look again she offline..it may or may not be a coincidence.but, i think tt its nt a coincidence, she purposely wants to signed out of msn so that she wont have to chat wif me and that she could chat with her new 'frens'.
*toot!*hole.jerk.mother*toot!*er...haiz..well, wat can i do?if i confront her, she will totali be not happy.sucker.well, she'll just have to be a
SUCKER ALL THE WAY!!!

2007-06-26T14:06:00.000-07:00

hey...I'm now at home..I had a fever. It's all bcos of ytdae's midnight rain!!!haiz..
hmm...2moro if I'm okay, I'll have to wear SJAB uni in sch for the whole day.. THE WHOLE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!aargh....I'm worried if ppl are going to laff at mie..ohh..I 4got, I think Ive oredi told u that.lol =p..hahax..well, hmm.....

well, duno wat to sae sia..haiz..well, wish me luck! I dunwan to wear SJAB uni..but if tomorrow I nvr wear,surely kena pumping...haiz...well. I dun even noe why I joined SJAB..I put it as my first choice.MY FIRST CHOICE!!??? i duno that SJAB is going to be reali strict lyk siao...well, gtg...BYE!!!

2007-06-08T16:52:00.000-07:00

hey...hm..miss ya..
wana noe why i haven blogged 4 a VERY long tym? kay. 1st: I'm busy...
2nd: comp is crazy..went on a coma..lol..!!!
hmm...just discovered this song which I think it's nice..haha..well, gtg!! duno wat to write aniwae....
wish my comp luck!!!!

2007-05-07T01:48:00.001-07:00

hey...
hmm... i very scared 4 my maths lei.. no one to tutor miee..no one... my sis lyk as if she wan... my parents busy.. my friends.. duno wat to sae abt them liao...hmm...hope tt I'll pass...if I fail, I'm the one to blame anyway. bcos I nvr study vry well...haiz... mid-year, mid-year...hope I'll pass... haiz... I dun wan a tutor whom I duno...if my frens can lar..but then..duno wat to sae sia..not tt I dun trust them if they sae they busy or if their mother sae they must go home early...haiz... I hope I'll pass..aniwae, here are the song lyrics to my blog song...

Nobody's Home
by: Avril Lavigne

Well I couldn't tell you why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make the same mistakes again

(Bridge)
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs

(Chorus)
She wants to go home, but nobody's home
It's where she lies, broken inside
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind
Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs

CHORUS

Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's fallen behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace
She's all over the place
Yeah,oh

CHORUS

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

2007-05-05T22:53:00.000-07:00

Type ur reactions when your male friend say these phrases to u...
WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?(him)
* That's my attitude. What's your prob?(me)
I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU
* Oh.. Then, too bad. Cos I don't. =p
LEAVE HIM ALREADY. YOU'LL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME
* erm, hello? I'm single!
COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU DO
* I'm ALWAYS smiling. not tt i'm crazy or sumt..
PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK
* N-E-V-E-R! spell that out!!
I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU
* oh, I'm so flattered
WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
* why are you so D-U-M-B?
I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?
* Not a fan.
YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
* I noe. I get that a lot.
I THINK IM FALLING FOR YOU
* That's your prob.
I CANT SMILE WITHOUT YOU
* You can't smile without ME??? You can't smile without your lips la IDIOT!!
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST ARENT HER
* erm, I'm not falling for you!!! You SS or wat???
NOTHING!
* What nothing?
WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
* Never in a zillion years I'll tell ya!
CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE?
* Ask politely. use the word 'May'. =p
MAY I ESCORT YOU?
* May I kick your ass?
DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM TILL NOW?
* I TOLD YOU I'M SINGLE!!!!!
YOU ARE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING THAT I WANTED..
* We were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it. Hello, you are sooo unoriginal. That was Avril's song!!
WHEN WILL I GET UR SWEET EYES?
* Lyk as if I'll giv them to you!

haha...funny rite? lol...actuali, I'm not tt mean lars... well, gtg..

bb!

2007-05-04T04:07:00.000-07:00

...hie...haha..

well, long tym haven post sia...mayb I busy...or maybe I lazy..

lol.=p
hmm...well, still got exams liao...suck sia..hmm.. very bored sia...nth to post..nth excited happened. I think..oh.ya.
just wana tell one girl. one MALAY girl. somet.:

To the fucking-idiotic-bitchy-miang-minah malay girl(who is not frm my sch:

eh, you think you wat ar? go carik pasal wif me and my pri sch fren! fuck you lar. you think you so cool or what? skin color so black lyk shit. kena burnt by the sun or overcooked in the oven??? stupid. you think you pretty when many UGLY guys lyk you???
eh, don't you noe tt they are actuali blind? they are too stupid to lyk you??
you are too ugly and black to be liked!!!( I'm not saying I'm pretty). you are so miang!!! okay that's all biotch!
-Siti-

eh, pompuan2 melayu yang bace ni. Kalau korang terase yang aku tengah ckp pasal korang, tu korang ounye pasal ehks! pasal aku tak tulis pasal korang! aku tulis pasal pompuan babi hitam tu!

2007-04-27T13:52:00.000-07:00

...hmmm....wells...just joined Rock you!...haha..
my slideshow nice? I noe it's plain..Im still a beginner wat..lol..haiz..damn boring lorhz...been spending my tym on the internet since I got home wif the tv switched on but Im not watching.lol..nth to do..haiz..I noe. I noe. Must study. Exams!!!!
hey, just heard this on the tv:

"All we have to do is believe

and we can do it"-Winx

hey, dun get me wrong aites...It was an advertisement(remember, the tv was on behind me n Im not watching). I dun watch Winx! I think it's lame n oni 4 kids...

wells...hmm...vry boring lei..all my frens frm other sch still haven go home..their exams still haven started liao..or strated oredi but hav 2 go home late...lol..gd 4 them lorhz..

hmm...well...I think tt's all..bb

2007-04-26T16:31:00.000-07:00

heyloes...haha....hmm...well, just now got eng mid-year exam...paper 1 n 2..hope tt I'll pass them..hmms, 2moro mly paper..hope tt I'll do well..hmm...didnt go hmt. I dun even BOTHER abt it. HMT sucks lor..so far lyk siao..well, just now when I walked past a stationary(duno how to spell) bus, which is picking up ppl, i looked inside it. It was quite full. Then I saw this sec 4 mly ytss guy. he was looking at me, so I looked back. he was scratching his head. Then he suddenly smiled. I was lyk, okay... then I smiled a bit n looked away.. haha...lol..he looks familiar...nvm..hmm..well, nth much to sae...im just pissed of by some1. hate ***lotzz..

2007-04-21T11:19:00.000-07:00

...hmm...yesterday was the bbq day. It was quite fun.1st, we were suppose to build the sandcastle(theme: New HQ)..but then the tide was high so...we all play 'Tug of War' 1st. then rite, Platoon 1 vs Platoon 2.but Platoon 2 win..haiz..After Platoon 2 vs Platoon 3(which of course the Platoon 3 won), the Platoon 3 wana challenge us..then rite, Platoon 1 won...yay!but, I felt lyk as if the Platoon 3 purposely wan us to win. I SO TOTALI HATE THEM! I wan a FAIR competition. Not the kind of competition where u felt sori 4 the person n u gave in! sialah. then Platoon 2 n 3 wana challenge us...then when they ask if Platoon 1 can win or not, all shout 'YES!!!' But after they shouted I go sae "Not sure!" haha..then Platoon 1 win again. AND I think they PURPOSELY did tt. I mean Platoon 3 got Kamal n Melvin. ppl sae they strong. so, how can they not win????? fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. wells, I'm thirteen 2dae..yippee...I'm 1 yr older...yay..ok2...continue frm wat I was telling u.. ok, aftr the 'Tug of War', we all build sandcastle.. Platoon 1 vs Platooon 2.. then aftr Miss Gayathiri judge, she announced tt Platoon 1 won.. yay!! I noe this 1 is for real. Not bcos she pity us.. she said tt Platoon 1 is well-organised n noe wat they are building. yay. then aftr tt at abt 4 sumt, some Platoon 1s played Volleyball.. then rite, the 2/8 guy, Raden, joined my team. he's a good player.he go laff at 1 girl frm my team bcos rite, when she wana serve, she serve lyk vry weak lyk tt..Raden laff vry funny u noe..haha...after tt we bbq..then we ate dinner.. the chicken Kamal marinated wif honey n butter no taste sia..no offence(duno how 2 spell) Kamal..haha..aftr tt me, Nadihah, Shafiqah(the 1/8 one), another 1/8 girl, Madeline, Audrey n Yi Qien(sori guys if I spelled ur name wrongly..) go rent bicycle..the place vry far sia. we reached there at abt 7:05p.m. then I rent a bicycle for $7 an hour. Nadihah n Shafiqah rent roller-blades..then we went back. I cycle vry fast sia. then I stood while cycling..vry cool sia..haha..then it was night time I cycle vry far until my frens asked me 2 turn back..lol...hmm..then when we reach at bbq pit Kamal n Raden ask us, me, Nadihah n Shafiqah, 2 follow them bcos they wana rent skates. then tt Babila go xtra..fcuker la she..vry irritating sia..but then Raden n Kamal cnt rent bcos 2 late.. Babila, Nadihah n Shafiqah returned their things..but not mie..Shafiqah borrowed my bicycle n cycle back..so I n Nadihah stuck wif Babila..irritating sia..sucker.. I shouldnt hav lended my bike 2 Shafiqah..haiz..then when we reached there, they all celebrated oredi n oredi ate cakes..so unfair..bt still got some left so I ate 1 piece. Tasted vry nice..then played Tug of War again..Platoon 1 lose game aftr game..then aftr tt we went home..tt's all..
btw...

I'm Thirteen!!!!!!
Yay!!!Whoots!!!

2007-04-18T17:38:00.000-07:00

heyz...wells, just finished my NAPFA test..I think Im gona get a silver..haiz..I wan gold you noe..
P4: Silver
P5: Gold
P6: Silver...
my results suck sia..hate it..hmms..just now rite, everyt was a disaster..when I was doing the incline pull-up(which I oni get 13 pull-ups. tt suck),my ass got wet!!! I mean..the grd was wet and we had to do it...and, I think it is ALL my fault..wells, just now in the morn it was vry hot..then rite, I go wish 4 rain..I suck sia..sumtyms I just hate my own self..then rite, while running the short distance run, I slided and almost fell..EMBARRASSING LEI... I slided 2 tyms..my shoe damn slippery...then rite, MY TIMING SUCK LIKE SHIT.fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. hmm..exams coming liao..damn stressed lei..hope tt I will pass..even if it is a C6...HOPE TT I WILL PASS!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!

2007-04-13T08:10:00.000-07:00

..haiz..I vry sad de lei...my last 2 baby hamsterz die..1 die bcos of natural reason, the other 1 mayb kena eaten by the mother...so sad..aniwaes, im humming to the song 'Who Knows?' by Avril Lavigne..the lyrics:

Why do you look so familiar ?
I could swear that I have seen your face before
I think I like that you seem sincere
I think I'd like to get to know you little bit more

Bridge:
I think there's something more
Life's worth living for

Chorus:
Who knows what could happen
Do what you do
Just keep on laughing
One thing's true
There's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

How do you always have an opinion
And how do you always find the best way to compromise
We don't need to have a reason
We don't need anything we're just wasting time

Bridge
Chorus twice

Find yourself'
cause I can't find you
Be yourself
Who are you ?
Find yourself'cause
I can't find you
Be yourself
Who are you ?

Chorus

So you go and make it happens
Do your best
Just keep on laughing
I'm telling you
There's always a brand new day

Chorus
Bridge

2007-04-11T17:42:00.000-07:00

Heyz...well, just now me, Tze Ling, Shafiqah n Aisah go NP to take some neoprints...here r some of the captions..:

Haha...wells, erm.. at the back are Tze Ling n Shafiqah.. In front Aisah n me...haha...

well, Aisah look cute in her hat sia...lolx..

nice or not the pix? haha...no need ans tt question..wells, 2moro got both math n eng test..hope I will do well in both of them..wish me luck!(even tho there is no such thing as 'luck') lolx...hmm...wells...nth to sae lor. I hope my eng teacher forgiven me oredi liao...pls let her forgive me.. I scared l8r she'll tell my parents... haiz...

2007-04-07T23:42:00.000-07:00

I will always remember you *sweetheart
Heyz...good news today!!! erm. my female hamster had just given birth to 5 cute babies.. yay!! I was so damn excited! Im a grandmother now.(boohoo.) hahax. I treated the mother n father lyk my children lor. not tt Im married or anyt...hahas.wells...
my love life sux. even the unluckiest person's love life's better.(I think)...
haiz..Why must all this happen to me???*
haiz..damn sad lor. now no one to chat with sia..Im installing the messenger. the new 1...bcos the windows old 1 sux lyk wat. Then rite, I wanted to leave the mr Tan fan group in Friendster but then cannot. Duno why.. sux sia. I didn't even enter it. I visited my fren's friendster account and then, suddenly I was in tt group. sux sia. I tried leaving but duno why cannot!!! aaargh!!!
Even as I am writing this... I am still thinking about *him...
haiz..wells, gtg...bb

2007-04-07T08:39:00.000-07:00

hie..hahas..ytday no sch. damn boring at home sia. erms...wells. rite now, I feel vry.. erm.. duno how to explain. haiz..just visited my friendster account.. added some ppl. edited my profile.. and now, Im feeling bored. Again. haiz..man..my life's kinda complicated.. duno who to lyk, love or hate.
well, just found out tt some ppl in my class lyks to bitch abt me n oso other ppl, but I duno who. *toot!* them lar. think tt they perfect lor. just to let the ppl in my class who lyks to bitch noe,not every1's perfect lar. not even you. there's no need to bitch.there is no use to bitch abt some1 as it will not get u aniwhere or make you perfect. those ppl who bitches abt other ppl are stupid. not tt I am accusing any1 though. but this goes to any1 in my class who is bitching abt ppl..

-REMEMBER-

~I am not accusing any1 of bitching. REMEMBER TT.
~To all bitching ppl, stop tt bitching! It will get you to no where! If you think tt the ppl u r bitching abt is not perfect, ask yourself whether if you are perfect. Bcos, NOT EVERYONE IS PERFECT.

2007-04-05T06:36:00.000-07:00

Girlfriend
Chorus: Hey, hey, You, you,
I don't like your girlfriend,
No way, no way,
Think you need a new one,
Hey, hey, You, you,
I could be your girlfriend,
Hey, hey, You, you,
I know that you like me,
No way, no way,
No its not a secret,
Hey, hey, You, you,
I want to be your girlfriend.

You're so fine,
I want you mine, You're so delicious,
I think about you all the time,
You're so addictive,
Don't you know what I can do,
To make you feel alright?
Don't pretend, I think you know, I'm damn precious,
And Hell yea,
I'm the MotherFuckin' Princess,
I can tell you like me too,
And you know I'm right.

Bridge: She's like "So, whatever",
You could do so much better,
I think we should get together now,
(And that's what everyone's talkin about)
Chorus
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me,
And even when you look away, I know you think of me,
I know you talk about me all the time, Again and again,
So come over here,
And tell me what I wanna hear,
Better yet, make your girlfriend dissapear,
I don't wanna hear you say her name ever again (again and again and again).
Bridge
Chorus
(Oh) In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger,
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better,
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in?
She's so stupid, what the Hell were you thinkin'?
(Oh) In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger,
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better,
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in?
She's so stupid, what the Hell were you thinkin'?
Chorus x2

hahax... this song damn nice lor..hahax..erms...wells... love this song..erms, just now got hmt exam. damn tired sia..slept in 169 bus while going to anderson sec. not oni me sleep la.. i go wif my frens.. you think I crazy arr.. go alone.. feeling very sian now lei..duno why. haiz.. just now oso got napfa test for 2.4 km running. thk god i passed. I got 17.58 sec. jokingla... I got 17.58 min. my first 17 min... i usuali get 18 min+ lor.. duno why this tym get 17min+.. I think tt's gr8... yupzie..hahas. well, just now when I was going back from hmt wif Afini, met Amira(me suwit sis) and her bf.. then when her bf went home oredi, me n mira n afini go home together.. yay! but then afini decided to split ways.. so left onli wif me n mira.. but nvm. then rite, when reaching my block, mira kinda saw amirruddin(sori!duno how to spell!!!) n sufian(sori if wrong spelling!!). then, I shouted,"Sufian!" n I tweezed at him when he waved. he's still the silly guy he was.. when they crossed over, i saw tt Adi was with them.. and you know wat he was bringing??? he brought this market trolley!! hahaz! then when i asked him "going market ar?!" he was lyk, pissed off, and threw the trolley down. then silly sufian picked it up.. man, i missed sufian lor. he damn funny. was my classmate...he oso damn cute. not the cute/handsome, but cute/baby. but he's quite handsome. but im not interested. he short lor(no offence sufian..). hahas,lyk i vry tall lyk tt..lols..miss my fwens.. wonder when can meet them sia... haiz...

2007-03-31T00:46:00.000-07:00

halooooooo....hahas....well, just now went to Yishun ---> Sembawang ---> Yishun ---> Chong Pang ---> Yishun ---> Chong Pang ---> Yishun Town Secondary School ---> HOME
lols...just now sjab cadets go out to collect donations... very hard n tiring lei. I oni collected, lyk, 1/4 of the tin.. I noe, I noe.. pathetic rite..haiz. well, just now saw him...not the R_ _ _ _ _.. but K_ _ _ _. Not the K in the other stpry.. tis is diff K.. Sec 3 one... not the 1 who's going to stead wif H but still haven stead yet...ok2..back to the story. I saw him going 2 take 859. I think he finish collecting oredi.god, he looks so cute... i reali duno who to lyk... K or R...haiz...well,went there wif my senior, Siti... then, when we were walking 2 ytss, we saw K n sec 2 guy walking back 2gether. he asked Siti how much she collected n he said he collect 3/4 of the tin. I mean. He collected 3/4 of the tin!!!!!!!!!????????? wth??? crazy sia... hahax...ok..got joke to share wit u.. took it fm sum1.. it goes lyk tis:

Lee Sum Wan : Hello can i speak toAnnie Wan
Mr Sori : Yes u could speak to me.
Lee Sum Wan : No, i want to speak to Annie Wan!
Mr Sori : You are talking to someone! Who is this?
Lee Sum Wan : Im Sum Wan. And i need to talk toAnnie Wan! Its urgent.
Mr Sori : I know u are someone and u want to talk to anyone! But whats this urgent matter about?
Lee Sum Wan : Well just tell my sister Annie Wan that our brother was involved in an accident.Noe Wan got injured and now Noe wan is being sent to the hospital.Right now Avery Wan is going to the hospital.
Mr Sori : Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital from the accident thatis'nt an urgent matter!You may find this hilarious but i dont have timefor this!!!
Lee Sum Wan : You are rude. Who are you?
Mr Sori : Im Sori.
Lee Sum Wan : You should be sorry. Now give me your name!
Mr Sori : Im Sori!!
Lee Sum Wan : I dont like your tone of voice Mr and i dont care, give me your name!
Mr Sori : Look lady, I told you already Im Sori!Im Sori!! Im SORI!!! you didnt even give me your name!
Lee Sum Wan : I told u before i'm Sum Wan! SumWan!!! You better be careful my father is Sum Buddy.And my uncle holds a very big position in the company. He is Noe Buddy.
Mr Sori : Oh i'm so scared(sarcastically). Look i dont care about yr uncle he's a nobody.Everybody thinks his top dog and holding an important position in the company.
Lee Sum Wan : No, Avery Buddy just married my aunt. And Avery Buddy doesn't work there.
Mr Sori : Like i said i dont care which one of yr aunt screws everybody and i also know that not everybody works here! Jeez!!!
Lee Sum Wan : Wheech Wan is my sis!
Mr. Sori : I don't know which one is yr sis! Why in gods name u think i do!?Look i got work to do and if i'm feeling mischievious i'll broadcast it on the P.A system saying.
"Attention, someone called and said that anyones brother just got involved in an accident.But not to worry no one got injured and no one was sent to the hospital.But everyone is going to the hospital anyways. The father maybe a somebody but if u're their uncle,u're a nobody."how bout that!?
toot..........toot.........toot.......
funny rite?

2007-03-27T17:11:00.000-07:00

yello! haha.. itz supposed to b 'hello' but i change ler...hahax..wells... i met Nurin yesterday!! yeah baby!!! she so pretty sia!! my frens all go aips sport's day.. but i nvr..sial... got hmt.. haiz..then when i smsed Farah n Amira ' Eh, tadi aku nampak Nurin ' Farah say she wana meet miie. so.. i was in 804 bus n i hav 2 make 1 round to go to np. but i dun care!!!cuz tt's worth it. i'm meeting ma frenz!!! siak... I vry boring de lei... I think i'm gona fail maths. nvr bring calculator lorz..4gotten got test sia.. haiz..bb...

2007-03-24T11:52:00.000-07:00

Man… two things happened today..
1st thing: a lil bit embarrassing…
2nd thing: so damn embarrassing!!!

Let me tell you about the 1st thing first.. just now, all SJAB members go to macpherson sec cos got something on… some platoons got competition.. then during break tym, we all go canteen lars.. then, when Yu Xuan, Madeline and Yi Qien go buy food, I sat at the table wif Audrey… I heard some1 fweeting. So I looked at the direction and saw a grp of boys sitting not far away. Abt 2 tables away. When I looked at them the fweeting stopped. A few minutes later the guy fweeted again. This time I ignored cos I don’t think tt he’s fweeting at mie. Then the guy who fweeted also called out, “Girl!” two tyms. So I turned and saw another boy pointed his finger at ANOTHER boy in yellow shirt and nodding and looking at my direction. Then the guy in yellow shirt never turned to look. He showed his middle finger to the guy who fweeted. Then I was lyk… what the heck??? Then I looked away. Suddenly I realized tt my seniors, 1 chi girl n guy and oso Kamal, were just sitting 1 table away frm the grp of boys. Then, after realizing tt, I was lyk, wth??? Wat if they heard tt??? So embarrassing sia!!!

2nd thing tt happened today…
I went to northpoint to meet up wit my bffs S n Siti bcos we wana sell tix 4 ytss fiesta. I duno tt A(S’s bf) n K(A’s bff) were tagging along. I only realized tt when we wana go to this block 2 sell tix n they followed along. So I was lyk wth??? Siti oso dun lyk the idea of them 4llowing since K is so totali cute!!! I had a crush on him last tym.. but now I had it on MR. ok enuff of crush2… ok, so Siti n I were dying 2 get rid of A n K… so we keep on running away fm the 3 of them. Instead of selling tix, the 5 of us ended up hanging out at this park.. then I told Siti tt I liked K. I guessed she gotten the wrong msg n was trying 2 tell S despite of my desperate attempts of asking her 2 stop it. At last S got the msg and shout, “K! Solehah lyk you!” I was lyk WTF!!!!! “NO!! I don’t!” I shouted. Then she said, “cannot say to MR tt u lyk him wat. L8r he say “I your fren or wat?” bcos he my NCO wat..” Then she asked me who else I lyk so I said, “R, K..” I meant to say the OTHER K but I accidentally said the K tt we were hainging out wif.. so embarrassing sia!!! It turns out tt he lyk H. But still. I DON’T LYK K!!! how am I to go to sch??? So embarrassing!! Cannot face him!!! How to tell him tt I used to lyk him n tt now I dun lyk him anymore??? How? How??? SOMEBODY HELP MIIE!!! Haiz… K if you ever read dis, pls I dun lyk u lar. S n Siti had gotten the wrong msg. just go n stead wif H. I’d rather stare at MR than you. Hahax. I AM STILL EMBARRASSED!!!! Man. Motherfcuking shitting chibai kia kanasai lj!!! I am so furious!!! Fcuk fcuk fcuk fcuk fcuk fcuk fcuk!!!!!!!!!!!! K, if you happened to read this entry, I really do hope tt u will get the RIGHT msg of this entry n not the WRONG msg of this entry. I DUN lyk YOU. I oni liked MR. ok? Ty.

Btw, jus now I looked at my hamsters and they were very cute!! Know what they did? The Leony kissed Dove and they roll2 and fcuk! Hahas! They fcuk many tyms sia! Last tym got baby oredi but Dove ate them…so sad.. hope they make baby again! Haha!

2007-03-23T15:42:00.000-07:00

hola...now i'm chatting wit my bestie Nurin..yay..long tym haven chat wit her...
well, jus now sumt happen when i was on my way home..todae aftr Friday prayers got many sec boys going back frm the mosque. i hate walking infront of them...unlucky mie...my house is rite next to a mosque...haiz..den i was walking..when i heard some1 said,"woo!" i looked up an there rite abt 3 metres away, 3 sec 1 northbrooks boys walking 2wards me..then 1 of them said,"Hi!" i cannot c the face well. I tot tt they were my old frens..and the boy kept on saying hi until they got closer n i realised tt I dun even noe them. I doubted tt they even noe mie. then. the guy who said hi to me said Peace upon u in Arabic so i have to reply back bcos if nvr it will b a sin. so i replied back la.. but vry softly of course.then his other fren go say,"u got hp not?" (in mly) i just ignored him n kept on walking n he said," got no. or not?" i kept on walking n still ignoring him. then the guy who asked 4 my no. said sumt 2 his 2 other frens n they all laughed.. so mean! i mean, if they want my no. can ask nicely rite? if they ask nicely n properly surely i gic 1 lar..haha...aniwae 2 dae no sjab...2moro got. so lazy n xue li's not going.. so sad... no fren sei...haiz....signing off...

2007-03-18T00:08:00.001-07:00

hie....I am now chatting wif my good fren Shalini..hahas...staying up late..so fun. well, I changed my blogskin again...haha. the song is 'Girlfriend' by Avril Lavigne. The song very nice. So lively n upbeat. duno why, ever since 5 daes ago, I lyk 2 dance n sing, I started to lyk RnB, Hip Hop songs!! which is very surprising bcos I usuali lyk rock songs. onli... haha. I oso started 2 lyk upbeat rock songs. they seemed nice..well, yesterdae went to SANA. The course suck sia... the ppl there act lyk as if they so funny. but their jokes doesn't evn ring a bell..stup sia. well, now i'm REALI bored cuz Shalini is doing sumt n i have no1 else 2 chat wif..now...oni Hadi online..haiz.now i at friendster 2 look 4 more ppl 2 add. i oni have 53 frens sia... so little..well..

I hope tt ppl will help to save earth and stop global warming. they just don't listen. i think tt they shld care bcos earth is our home. We share it wif ppl. We are not suppose 2 b selfish...haiz...signing out larz...

2007-03-18T00:08:00.000-07:00

2007-03-15T22:58:00.000-07:00

ellos~so bored...nth 2 do..haiz...my sci hw so diff. I hardly ever listen to my sci teacher in class. I thyink i'm gona flunk in tt subject..hahas
aniwaes, met my fren and adek. Yesterday, I went to NP to meet my frens. I didn't noe my adek was gona b dere bcos she cannot go but then she suddenly changed her mind n go. (if u dun undrstd wat i'm trying 2 sae, nvm) lol. Farah, Syazwani(Farah sis), my adek( Amira) and me go jln2. We ate at McDonalds. It had been a LOOOONG tym since I ate fast food. haha. I onli ate either at sch or home.haha. so..... yesterday was fun. we took pix at neoprint...then at ard 4 adek went home. So me, Farah n Syazwani oso go home. I go to Farah n Syazwani home n play wit her hamster. So cute lyk hell! cuter than my hamsters. her hamster is oni 3 weeks old. My hamsters are... erms...3 months old..aftr that, I go home.. then, I fall into a drain. so pain sia my ankle. got this deep scratch. then, I had 2 limp home...so sad...