Saturday, November 03, 2007
*colds okay now..headache continues...
Today's outing is not that great. played in the sun for a long tym. I think my skin had gone darker. yux lor. hahs. and u noe wad?
I accidentally ate a whole lot of flour and sand. eww..the flour tastes lyk...lyk..lyk powder. you noe the Johnson's Baby powder? yar..that one. hahs. it's not lyk as if I had tasted one though. haha. u noe how I ended up eating flour and sand? we played this game. hahs. there are sweets hidden among the flour on a plate. then we'll have to blow the flour away and take the sweets using our teeth. OUR TEETH!!
hahs. then my face and shirt all white. i look lyk a ghost. however, at least I get to be a white person for one day. hahs. cool huh? lol..oh..hmm..
Feel so sad. Ms Tham wants to throw me out of comp team. cant stop crying lorhs. I'm crying rite now as I typed this. the tears jus wont stop flowing out. I reali dun wan to be thrown out of comp team. it's just so damn embarrassing. haiz..i'll just have to pray that I won't get thrown out of comp team. omg. okayy..the tears are flowing out faster this tym. okok. making an effort to wipe it all away. I cant.
haiz..okok..hmm..sometimes, I just feel dat my frens lyk to make fun of me. there's this tym when we went out eating with some ppl Im not reali close with. then I was kinda..alienated there. then suddenly he/she talk something to me. then me, who was alienated and doesn't understand wad he/she said, said "huh?". then he/she was lyk..laughing at me and say that I am ****(it's not a bad word..) and laughed the hell out of him/her and lyk..make fun of me in front of the ppl im not reali close with. then that tym I was so damn angry, hurt and embarrass lor. but I managed to show the sweet and innocent side of me and smiled. I cant believe that I freaking smiled!! Im so stupid. I should've shown him/her the meaner side of me. I should have. but if I did..I will surely have hurt him/her. and I hate to hurt him/her or other ppl. cos..if I ever do, I will regret it. and if I ever regret..I will cry. reali.
that's why I reali hate regretting. but you guys just love to hurt my feelings. is it some kind of hobby? hurting my feelings? haiz..okok. I'll stop.................................
& I like love the way you smell. It's just so sweet..
&& I still hate Syamim, H and h**
&&& I just can't stop craving for Famous Amos cookies...
me, you and my medication
-Siti
posted at 9:52 PM
