Saturday, October 27, 2007
hmm..I dun think I can go online anymore. haiz. sad lar. but mayb in the afternoons can. weekdays, that is. all bcos of my freaking results. they're so bad. gona have to re-exam on 26th and 27th of dec. mus study lagi..canot go cca the WHOLE week this coming week. except for Mon. got this study session or something. which will last for 4 hours.
then..got somemore. how am I gona say it..hmm..
ok. I wana say sori to all those ppl whom I had promised to that I will not slash anymore. sori. I mean, I was reali sad dat tym dat I went to slash again. my parents were lyk, nagging non-stop at me and I canot tahan so I go slash.
Yes. I am not as clever as my sister. but you guys cant blame me. me and sis are two different ppl. yes. we are. am I such a burden to u guys bcos I ain't clever? bcos I kept on failing? am I? okok. I noe Im being rude here. but, my parents jus dun understand how I feel. they jus kept on scolding me.more lyk insulting. u guys can say that Im rude cos I dun care. sometyms I even have this feeling that my mom thinks that I am such a burden to the family. I always embarrassed them by failing. I noe that u guys think this is immature thinking. but it's true. thats how I feel. and I also feel that she loves my sis n bro more since I am such a burden to the family. kept on needing the parents to come to sch for 'meet the parents session' ever since pri sch. Me. only me. Im the only one.
now. Im sick and tired. my parents dun allow me to watch tv, play comp. but my sis is allowed to use it on sundays. this is so unfair. what kind of life are they leading me to? where am I suppose to release stress without tv and comp? where? toilet?
ok, that's stupid. jus ignore the 'toilet' and imagine that I had never typed that.
reali. wad Im saying is true. if I cant release stress, i cant do well in exams. my parents duno dat bcos they tot that they noe wad we're feeling as they think that wad they had gone through last tym is the same as wad we are going through now.
Im reali sick and tired of this.
so, guys. this is it. buai-buai.
I am reali sorry
SitiLabels: broke the promise i made.
posted at 8:11 AM
