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Sunday, August 12, 2007
haiyoh... sometimes, I jus hate myself. sometimes. I hate the way I act. the we I act before I think. gawd, Im such an asshole. I suck a whole lot. haiz... why must I act before I think??????????????? now, I think Ive lost 3 frens. 3 good frens of mine..well, I think actuali, Ive lost onli two frens. bcos one of them acted lyk as if she doesn't fren me in front of one of the frens dat Ive lost but bhind the person, she's frenly. wat kind of fren is dat? good fren?(sarcastically) why must she act so unfriendly in front of the fren dat Ive lost, but bhind the fren, she acted so frenly. Im hurt man. after all dat ive done for her this is how she repay me?? haiz.. then, the last fren dat ive lost. I think Ive hurt her deeply by saying things abt her. omg. Im so mean. I hate me. I HATE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ....................................... why am i so stupid and hurt her?? she's my fren for god sake! SHE IS MY FREN! why did I do all those dumb things and hurt her?? WHY?? WHY??????????????????????????????????????? oh.gawd.Im.going.crazy. haiz... Im reali sorry for wat I did to them... but..I dun think dey will accept my forgiveness...Im such a mean person. I hate me. I.HATE.ME.
