Saying 'I Love You' has nothing to do with meaning it..well...it's a sad thing that Ive said it to someone 'I Love You' without meaning it.
Im such a bad person..haiyoh.
he msg me, I didnt reply...
he always said 'I love you' to me..but Im not a mushy type.
so, i was always disgusted bcos im sick of having to blush when he said 'it'.
now, I dun think we're still having this so called 'relationship'..
wanted to say sorry to him an patch up..but I guess Im too afraid..
sometyms I wanted to pick my phone and start msg-ing him to sae how sorry I am but Im scared he oredi had a new gal..
haiz.. it's all my fault. thanks to me for not being the mushy2 type..
how to say sorry? I scared he will start over by being mushy again.
HATE IT.
how to say 'I love you' to him when I am OBVIOUSLY in love with someone else...
haiz..
wanted to patch up..
but.. sacred the probs will rise again..
now..I will just hav to forget abt him..
haiz..
if you were to read this..
I am reali soriee..I want to patch up with you. but you hav to stop being so mushy and stop insisting that I shld follow wat you say..haiz..
i must promise that i will not say 'I love you' to a guy unless i mean it..
but how?
how?
wat it he say 'I love you' to me and asked me 'do you love me?'
wat am I suppose to reply?
shud I say 'no i don't love you'
or
'im sorry...but i canot accept your love. I dun hav feelings for you. I hope you'll understand'?
haiz..gtg...
